January 21st, 2016
Carter told me she loves me. I froze. I panicked. I told her to leave. I haven't talked to her for two days and I'm afraid I'm going to lose her. Again. I be tried calling her but she doesn't answer. I pull on my boots and drive to her house. When Carter opens the door she stands there half naked, and with Liam by her side.
"Harry." She muttered.
"To think I came all the way here to tell you I loved you! I Fucking love you. Here I find you half naked with Liam!" I said in my calmest voice.
"Harry it's not like that."
"It never is Carter."
That's when I turned around and left, but instead of driving home I drove straight to the bar. That night I drank so much. Every time I closed my eyes I saw Carter with Liam. The image burned into my mind. How could I have been such a idiot? She hurt me the first time...why did I think this time would be any different?
I thought she was finally mine...
Harryx
