September 16th, 2016
Carter,
I'm sorry for what I have done. I had to go I couldn't keep lying to you. I love you so much and I hope you always remember that. Your my everything and you've helped me in more ways than one. You've made me a better man, and I ruined that for myself. I left this journal for you to find so you would know the other side of my I wasn't ready to share. I'm sorry for cheating on you. I'm sorry of lying to you. I'm sorry for not being the best man I can be. You deserve so much better Carter Vi. I'm not gone for good. When I come back I'll find you. Please don't wait for me.I love you,
Harryx