January 19th, 2016
It has been 16 days since I last wrote in here. The past few days I've just been with Carter. It's been great. My feelings for her grow stronger each day and sometimes it scares me. It scares me because I've never felt this way for someone before, and I'm afraid of her breaking my heart again. At this very moment she lies next to me and I'm so grateful I can call her my girlfriend. She's everything I could have ever wanted.
Harryx
I closed the journal when I heard a knock at the door. Niall stood there with a small smile on his face.
"I'm sorry Carter." He said pulling me into a hug.
"I miss him." I said letting a few years roll down my cheeks.
"We all do...Anne called me sobbing this morning."
"Harry didn't leave his mother any sort of goodbye?"
"She told me he left her a voice mail that said I love you." Niall shrugged.
We sat on the couch for awhile and talked about our favorite memories with Harry. What scared me was how we were talking about him as if he was dead, or just a thing of the past. Harry said he was coming back. I'm not just gonna give up on him.
