update #2

31 9 5

by artcheol

by artcheol

ive been having a really horrible day

i look back at this and it looks like i like talking about myself and want pity. i DONT EW WHY DOES IT LOOK LIKE—

when our class went outside during second period because of pe, i decided that it would be better/healthier for me to not just walk but run. so then i spent my time running and jogging, taking the occasional break.

i think the heat really affected me even though it was only about 86°F or less. my head started to hurt, i became really cold, and i just couldnt keep my eyes open.

throughout orchestra, my arm could barely hold up my instrument and i dreaded playing another note. but when the bell rang for the start of lunch, i was so excited to just collapse on a flat surface.

so i just made my way to the loud lunchroom, my head pounding with pain, and just slammed my face onto my binder which i had placed on the table first. everything just fell into place, all my emotions and symptoms, and i just broke down. i cried because i couldn't handle all the pain and i could barely walk. i couldn't eat or talk. i couldn't do anything. and i hated it.

when i finally decided that going to the school nurse was a good idea, i wanted my mom. i wanted my mommy like a small child. [everybody gave me a hug before i left which really warmed my heart and i love you all to pieces]

i walked into her office crying like a maniac. she asked about my symptoms and gave me an ice pack after she took my temperature. it was 99.7 degrees.

i was allowed to take a nap while others went to 4th through 6th period. she took my temperature once again before i slept and it was only 99.6 now.

when i woke up she took it again and i officially had a fever. 101.7 degrees :'(

i was sent home and i couldn't return until monday. the only thing throughout my head was that i had to make up 3 tests and 1 quiz which was going to suck.

i get home and sleep again but discover that i keep becoming dizzy whenever i stand up. everything sucks and im still very sick.

all because the weather was being a dick. why cant it be more chilly like wtf

update 2:

because i get an extra day off during my weekend, i think i could try to work more on convenience store. but warning, its very cheesy and cringey but thats how i feel about everything i write.

plus i might write a oneshot to publish.. it might be tronnor and it might b horrible haha...

bUt im almost done w the chapter :)

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