Broken Girl

I'm alone

Pennys POV.

I blinked my eyes, holding tears back, from the pain amd lisenting to them argu.

I hated it when Mum and Dad argu, because they get viotent.

Suddenly a knock at the door sounds. "Its us." Speaks Louis voice, I quickily swollow my tears, saving them for another time, and mumble a quiet "Come in."

Ever since I've gotten my voice back; I don't wanna talk, ever. Its like if I do it'll make me cry.

"Hey Pe-What happend?" Liam rushes to my side looking worried. I gaulp, becoming scared. I know tht they won't hurt me..but I can't help it.

Soon he reaches his hand out and I flinch and crawl backwards.

"Penny," Niall smiles, and comes closer. "G-Get away!" I yell suddenly as I shrink back into my bed.

"Whats wrong, Pen?" Louis asks and I have to keep the tears inside.

'Save them for later' I repeate in my head.

"C'mon Pen." Smiles Zayn and he steps frowards, puting his hand towards my cheek.

'He'll slap you.' My mind reminds me. 'No.' I argu, but its really no use. As his hand touches my face a tear falls onto his hand.

"P-Please." I wisper. "Whats going on? You can talk to us, Pen." He smiles but it dosen't reach his carmel eyes.

"No. I can't. I-I'm alone." I wisper. "No. No your not, just tell us Pen." Harry nods towards me, not moving any closer.

"I-I'm alone." I repeate. "N-No." Niall says looking worried. "Were right here." He smiles.

And thats when a quote that Beauty signed to me, when I had felt alone. 'You could be in a sea of people, but still feel alone.' And thats how I feel.

Even though They're here with me in my room, they haven't been through what I have and won't userstand. They don't know what it feels like. No one will.

"Your here, but 'I could be in a sea of people, and still feel alone.'"