Unrequited love

And it begins

For the rest of the day, I couldn't stop thinking about what Jailyn and Jacey had said "stay away from him he's trouble" the words just kept replaying in my head. Kevin didn't seem like a bad person, he actually seemed pretty sweet. But maybe that's just me.

After I finally got home from school, I went straight to my room. My mom doesn't get home for another hour, so I can just chill. I take off my shoes and throw them somewhere off to the side of my room. I hop on my bed, then grab my laptop and log into Twitter. While mindless scrolling through my Twitter feed I notice my thoughts drift from the nonsense on Twitter and focus on the one thing I couldn't get out my head, Kevin. I don't know why but I can't stop thinking about him, about the way he talks, the way he walks, that little glisten in his eyes, his smile, his voice, oh my god his lips! Ugh! I log off Twitter and close my laptop, I take out my phone and go on Instagram. I go to the search bar and start typing k..e..v and right there pops up Keviekev I click on the profile and confirm it's Kevin, I scroll through his post, smiling to myself as I admire all his selfies. God damn he is cute."no Zariah he's not good for you" I think to myself, but I just can't shake him from my thoughts.
I decided I needed to do something to keep my mind off him, I go into the bathroom and turn the water on, letting the tub full up, I put in a bubble bar and the starry night bath bomb. I get undressed and put on my black silk robe, then watch as the tub fills up with bubbles. I grab my speaker and plug in my phone, and put on a random playlist. I dropped my robe and as I set myself into the tub the song crush by Yuna begins to play. As I'm laying in the water I begin to do the opposite of what I planned on doing and my thoughts instantly drift to thoughts of Kevin. Images of me and him together dance through my mind, making me wish more than ever that he was mine. I begin imagining him and I laying together, as I'm cuddled up in his warm arms, resting my head in the crook of his neck while he whispers little things in my ear. He says to me " I love you more than anything else in this world, I won't ever let you go babygirl" I moan slightly at the thought. I get out of the tub and head to my room, I get dressed and sit on my bed. My thought are racing through my mind, I don't know what to think, I really like him but I don't know what I should do. I'm shaken from my thoughts when I get a notification, it's a dm request from...