psa: BELLA IS SO GORGEOUS FUCK ME UP
bellas pov
I inched carefully towards Gigi's bedroom the minute I got home. Nerves coursed throughout my fingertips as I creeked the door open, slightly peeking through but the view I obtained was rather disturbing.
"Anwar! Oh my god, wrong room." I screeched as I shut the door, pressing my back against it, sighing.Ew, I had just busted the door wide open into a nightmare worthy scene. I mean I knew my little brother was becoming a man or whatever but- I just remembered his girlfriend was quire experienced, I mean she is like 19. Gross. The last thing I needed to come home to was my brother performing any kind of sexual act.
Getting my shit together, trying to get the image out of my head I strolled through the bright decorative hallways, I arrived at Gigi's door.
She was sleeping. I was guessing it was about 11. Typical.I slowly put my stuff on the desk, rushing to the bed and jumping on her respiring body, probably crushing any of the remains of her lungs.
"Wake up asshole!"She squinted at me and shortly pulled the covers over her head, groaning.
"I hate you Bella."I got off of her, violently pushing the curtains open, probably blinding both of us.
"Why don't you just flip my bed over too?"
She tiredly spoke, in between muffles.I started laughing uncontrollably. Why does this happen to me? She probably thinks I'm crazy.
"Are you high? I mean you stayed at Zayn's place last night so I'd figure-"
"Hey, I accepted okay. He's cool by the way."
"Well he is my boyfriend." She coldly responded.
After a short silence I decided to speak up, leaning against the doorframe.
"Hey, um are you mad at me? Because we aren't like- close or anything..He just took me back because-"She cut me off.
"I know Bels, but I'm still pissed that was a pretty bitchy move. You know well that I wanted to introduce you to him."I frowned. Was she serious? It wasn't even a big deal whatsoever.
"Listen I'm sorry. I just don't think you should look that much into it-""I'm kidding. Hug me and get the fuck out. I need to get ready later."
"What? Where are you going?" I replied, picking up my stuff as she pushed me out with her finger. How does she look good the second she wakes up? She clearly got the better side of the genes.
"That reminds me, you should probably get ready too. You look...harsh to say the least. Go-"
I poke my head through the closing door, interrupting her as she closed it on my face.
"Can you at least tell me where we're going?""Double date baby."
Rolling my eyes, I get pushed outside her room and am now alone in the presence of the vast, crisp silent hallways; how come nobody has texted me since last night till now?
I pulled my phone outside my bag, realizing it was dead. Probably since Z had took me to his house. Which reminds me about this "double date"; I am going to see him for lunch, which will be.. Tense to say the least, as he is the sole person at the table who will have known about the history between me and Abel and what I've been through.-
"Gigi, can you move your ass? You're the one that organized this. I'm not going if you're-"
"I'm here, let's go. Bomb outfit by the way." She said, literally almost smacking the life out of me as she opened her door.
I had decided on this, as it seemed quite casual and considering I had no clue where we were going so it was ideal.
As I hopped out the car, Gi had brought us to a family favorite here on Rodeo Drive, next to Wilshire in LA since we were young; an italian place called Il Pastaio.
Our dad would always take us here when he was together with our mom, but now he's basically never around and constantly traveling the world with his new fiancee, who magically happens to be 30 years younger; we weren't obviously in love with her like my dad was because no one replaces our mother however we still try to be friendly.Sometimes, for my brother, who is very understanding at his age would even get into fights and come back to our mom's place, where me and Gi stay.
I was disrupted in my thoughts by an arm being wrapped around me, tugging me closer."Hey babe." Abel whispered, pulling me onto the seat with him.
I settle onto my own seat as nicely as I can, kissing his cheek to make it believable for the several paps that scattered around the area. I waved to Zayn, uncomfortably as he nodded his head, smiling, his stubble making me weak in certain areas I shouldn't be.
His almond tinted eyes reflected literally every aspect of the light and it was very distracting to me, as Abel tried to pull me in closer by the hem of my skirt.
Gi smiled as she cupped Zayn's face between her long, dainty fingers as he pecked her back.Distracting myself from the view in front of me, as it somehow made the slightest twist in my stomach burn, I spoke up.
"Smells good." Came out more awkward than it had seemed in my head.Everyone nodded, pretty much ignoring me.
I felt Abel trying to mimics Gi's actions as he pressed his forefinger to my chin, turning my jaw to face him."I have a new project coming up. A few new songs on the mixtape..you're the inspiration."
I faked a smile, feeling my stomach becoming queazy as my side-eye depicted what was going on between Gi and Z.Abel kept trying to distract me because I knew he knew I wasn't focused on what he was telling me.
"Gigi helped me."
"Gigi what?" My sister managed to spoke in between her kiss, as she leaned her head against Zayn's chest.I couldn't find it in me to look at him as some sort of guilt succumbed over me, as I felt his stare in the corner of my eye.
"You helped me with the songs." He replied to her.
"There's more than one about me?" I happened to say, managing not to cringe as he smiled back.Finally I turned my head to Zayn who had a smirk plastered to his face, which soon turned into laughs.
Fuck if I laugh, I'm so doomed in this relationship.
Zayn's laughing lines deepened as he shut his eyes, his laughing fit probably half initiated by the fact that what I'm living right now is embarrassing and that he's the only one that knows it but also because he's presumably still high.A chuckle escaped my mouth, my hand covering my face as Gigi and Abel frowned in confusion.
"I'm hungry. Who else?" He managed to speak, distracting from the current situation.
I raised my hand in anticipation biting the bottom of my lip as I glared at him with knowing eyes.a/n sorry babies im having a hectic week literally exams every second but hopefully the drama can start pretty soon so dnt yall worry bout a thing!!!!
STAI LEGGENDO
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Fanfiction"you feel like cigarettes and paradise, i feel like i'm about to lose my mind." in which two parallels collide. - a zayn & bella hadid fic ©badgalrani 2016