Blue

Chapter Eleven

Aditi

"And today was just a sad day for me to begin with. It's not your fault." I had meant to say but something about his face made the words die in my throat, leaving me stuttering in "just", making the conversation even more uncomfortable between us. 

I didn't want him to feel anymore uncomfortable, but I couldn't finish the sentence either. If I had finished the sentence, I'd have to tell him why I was sad and it'd just be another thing he'd feel I was keeping from him when I couldn't give him the reason.

I was still torn between walking out the door and crying my eyes out when he whispered my name. I kept my eyes on my lap refusing to look up.

Suddenly he moved closer to me; his face inches away from mine. I didn't have time to freak out or think it through. I didn't even have to. I closed my eyes, closing the gap between us completely.

And then we were kissing. He pulled me closer to him, until I was sitting on his lap. My arms circled around his neck with my fingers tangled in his hair.

I could feel everything that was inside him. All his passion, his love, his hesitation while circling his hands around my waist. I could feel all that was him.

The kiss in itself was more amazing than words can define. It was like flying or walking towards the sunset or both at the same time. It was the one thing I knew I couldn't imagine living without.

All the adrenaline pumping through my body and I still couldn't believe Samar was with me, kissing me like there was no tomorrow. 

But he was there and I was beyond happy.

I was home.

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"And these traitors need to learn to lie better." Samar exclaimed pointing an accusing finger to Roman and Sara who were across us, leaning against the hill.

"Firstly, I'd already told you the plan was going to fail. And secondly..." He paused. "It was all her, I swear. She'd said we needed to give you guys space or something." Roman defended himself, dumping all the blame on Sara.

Sara let out a dramatic sigh. "Thanks, boyfriend." She said.

They had this weird way of calling each other boyfriend and girlfriend. It was cute.

"You're welcome." Roman smirked. It was dark but the moon still granted enough light to see basic facial features of Roman.

It was nine o'clock in the evening and as far as my parents knew I was in Sara's home finishing my assignment. They were dead set against me dating before I finished highschool and I didn't intent to let them in on this information anytime soon. 

"You're very quite tonight." Samar stated, turning towards me.

We were leaning against the mango tree across Sara and Roman, looking at the stars that the branches and the leaves couldn't hide with our fingers laced.

"Oh, I am just thinking." I answered.

"And what is that, that you're thinking?" He asked with a warm smile.

What is that, that I was thinking? Boy, that was a tough question. Over the past week we had been to a movie and a dinner, and one time Samar had made dinner for us himself. He hadn't kissed me after the first time in his room and I hated to admit it but I was longing for it. He was a great kisser. The way his lips moved in a perfect rhythm dominating mine. The way his tongue made weird flips inside my mouth.  The way he held me like he was never going to let to. He was a great kisser.