-Leah Rose-
I was wrong. I was stupid and wrong. I should have know better.It's been a month and Jack still isn't talking to me. If he does its "hey" or "do you understand this?" That's it. No texting. No laughing. No hanging out. Nothing. He hates me. So here I am sitting in math waiting for Jack to turn around and talk to me. I got out a price of paper and wrote
Jack please talk to me. I don't know what to say or do. I'm sorry so sorry. I don't want you to leave so I tell myself it's not true. I guess I convinced myself well enough. I'm soo so sooo sorry. Please talk to me or something. Show me you still love me. And not want to kill me.
I crumpled the paper and looked for the teacher. Mr. Langer was still rambling on about the equation on the board. I threw it at Jack and hoped he would read it. I saw him look at it. He whispered something to the person beside him. The person nodded to me and then Jack stood with the paper. He walked over to the trash and threw it away! He threw it away! I looked down and felt tears form in my eyes. Mr. Langer passed out papers.
I sat there staring at my paper. The scene of Jack throwing away my note kept replaying in my mind. "Miss Rose can you please start working?" Mr. Langer asked me. "Can I use the restroom?" I asked. He sighed and replied," I suppose since you refuse to work. " I got up and walked out of the classroom. Once I made it to the rest rooms I cried. And cried.
-Jack Johnson-
I watched Leah leave the classroom. She threw me a note and I threw it away. I'm done. She rather be with Nash so she go ahead and be with Nash. She knows I'm apart of Magcon and for her to say she had to hang with Nash because he's leaving. Thinking about that makes me flash with anger.I squeezed my hands together to where my nails dug into my palms. I calmed down and finished my homework. I turned it in. "Jack can you please go check on Leah, I know y'all are best friends?" Mr. Langer asked me. I nodded and left. I went to knock on the door when I heard crying. I heard Taylor talking to Leah. Soon the crying stopped and I knocked. Taylor opened the door.
She glared at me and slapped me. I held my check and looked at her. Before I could ask why I saw Leah. Her face was red, her eyes were swollen, and her make up was running. I dropped my hand. I pushed Taylor out of the way and hugged Leah. I hugged her tight. I can't loose her. I'm not done. I've never been done. "Jack I can't breathe," I heard Leah whispered. I loosened up but didn't let go. She hugged me back. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have got mad. I love you so much," I told her. I kissed her check and hugged her. "I love you to Jack. Don't worry about it," Leah told me.
She looked up at me and I looked down at her. I saw her smile but I knew it was broken. I knew that I did it. I leaned down and kiss her lips. I quickly pulled away before she could kiss me back. "See ya in 8th period," I said and walked off. Oh shit.
-Leah Rose-
NO FUCKING WAY! Jack kissed me. It was short but still a kiss! "Holy shit! He kissed you! How's it feel?" Taylor asked me. "Great!" I replied. We giggled and went to our next class.Taylor, Nash, Cameron, Jack, Jack , Sammy , Matthew and I all have science 8th period. Matthew wasn't here today though. I sat at the round table with Taylor, Jack G, and Cameron. "Hey lee have you answered 12?" Jack asked me. Cameron chucked and replied," it's easy man," Jack rolled his eyes at him. "It's 10," I told him. He smiled and wrote down 10. Cameron also wrote the answer down. I smirked at him and he looked away.
"So lee are we going shopping this weekend?" Taylor asked. "Yeah. Sunday right?" I asked back. "Yeah if that works," she replied. "Yeah I have to hang with Johnson Saturday. " I told her finishing up the last problem. "Yeah he's abit clingy isn't he?" Taylor asked getting up. I glanced at G and the Johnson. Gilinsky had a cold look on his face and Johnson didn't even notice. "No. " I told her. She hummed and turned in her paper. I got up and turned mine in too.
"Where's Matthew? " I asked my table. "He'll be back tomorrow he had personal things happening," Cameron told us. We nodded. The bell rang. As we gathers our things the teacher said," class were going on a field trip tomorrow for science make sure you have permission slips in my hand tomorrow morning or your not going. That means you too Mr. Wilkinson. " Sammy smiled and walked out with me.
Nash walks up behind me and wraps his arm around me. "You wanna be my bunny tomorrow?" He asked. I wanted to yes but I looked at Johnson and my heart said no. "Sorry I'm with Johnson. " I told him. He nodded and then went to Sammy. I went to my best friend. "Hey we buddies tomorrow?" I asked him bumping his arm slightly. The thought of our kiss came back. My heart raced. I calmed down and acted normal. "Yeah we can be," he told me flatly. He was back to hating me. My heart sank. "Good, because I told Nash no," I teased trying to get him happy.
He gave a small smile. "Hey G! Wait up," he called out waving down Gilinsky. Jack stopped and waited for his best friend. I knew then that Johnson and I were never gonna be friends again.
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Later that night I laid back on my bed counting the stars I glued on my ceiling. That's what I did when I was worried. My head was all fuzzy from crying. I kept looking at my phone. Waiting for Jack to text. Call. Something to show he still wanted me in his life. My phone rang. Gilinsky.*PHONE CONVO*
Jack G- hey we need to talk.Leah- yeah what's up?
Jack G- Johnson is so pissed at you. Like he doesn't want to be around you anymore.
I couldn't help it. I cried. Well no- more like gave ugly sobs into the phone.
Leah- re really! I -I -I -I don't know what to dooo! We've ne-never been th-this mad at e-each other
Jack G- I know I don't-
* END OF PHONE CONVO*Some one took my phone from me and clicked the hang up button. I turned around Johnson stood there. "Why are you talking to him?" He asked me. He had a look in his eyes that showed he didn't come here to play. "He was telling me how you hate me," I explained. I wiped tears and tried to stop them. They kept coming and coming. Jack just watched me cry. He sat in front of me on my bed. He laid down and I cried like a three year old.
When I settled down he looked at me and said," you ready to talk?" I nodded. "Okay so do you know why I'm mad at you?" Jack asked me looking back at the stars. I crawled over to him and ran my fingers through his hair. "Yeah," I whispered. "Why?" He asked me. "Because I ignored you for weeks and said mean things to you," I told him. I was still running my fingers through his hair. "I'm sorry I overreacted but you hurt my feelings," he told me. He glanced at me and then said," I sound like a wimp. " I smiled.
"Jack," I said to him. He looked at me. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't haven't ditched you. You should always be my first choice, my first everything. I love you. Your my best friend," I told him. He smiled and sat up. Soon, before I knew it, Jack kissed me. For real this time. I tried to back away but he followed and kept the kiss. I kissed back.
He was laying on top of me and kissing along my jaw. Thankfully his phone rang. He rolled his eyes and checked his phone. I slipped out from underneath him. "My mom needs me home. So are we cool?" He asks me as he hangs up. "Yeah we're cooler than ice," I tease. "Don't ever say that again!" Jack tells me while laughing in fits. I laugh with him. Jack hugs me with no kisses. I hug him back. "Bye " we both say.
When Jack leaves I realized something.
I loved Nash....
I loved Jack....
Two of my best friends and I love them. More than friends! I really need some help.
Please come to my sense soon.... Or at least the right one.
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Thanks for reading! This chapter was kinda boring😕. The field trip is sad and fight-y! Just a heads up. I hope you keep reading. Don't forget to comment and like!
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