It Boy

Chapter Fourty-Six

-Leah Rose-
"Kendall! I have an idea!" I yell while running down the stairs. I get to the bottom and see Kendall looking at me. "What is it?" She asked. "Well, for our get away we can go to digitour!" I say smiling. Kendall looks the opposite. "We can't. It's expensive," she saids. "We went to Magcon?" I question. "It was cheap and there was three of us," Kendall reasons. I can feel my spirits sinking. "Well, if we work hard and take all the opportunities at work, we should have money to go," I say trying to keep my smile.

"Maybe, but it's gonna be awhile. I mean I work at Forever 21 and you work at Mac Make-Up," she saids easing a brow. I sit down on our lazy boy chair. "We can do it. I know," I say. "Why don't you ask your boyfriend to buy us tickets?" Kendall asks smiling. "I wanna work for this. I don't want it handed to us," I say. "Or your just to stubborn..." Kendall saids trailing off. I roll my eyes. "I guess," I say smiling. I get up from the chair and head into the kitchen. I check the time. 12:30. "Lunch time!" I say feeling my spirits rise. I go over to the fridge and begin getting stuff out to make lunch.
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After lunch, Kendall went out to the beach to tan a little and I went upstairs.

Leah: hey

Sam: hey baby

Leah: so, me and Kendall are working on the tickets but it's gonna take a while

Sam: you do realize I could buy yalls tickets??

Leah: I wanna work for them. I don't want them handed to me

Sam: fair...

Leah: so how long is this tour?

Sam: a year.

Leah: that should give us plenty of time to get tickets.

Sam: you better hurry bc tickets sale fast even if there not until months away

Leah: 🙄 of course

Sam: baby just let me get them. I can get y'all V.I.P

Leah: no. Kendall and I will get them. I'll just have to work a lot.

Sam: you don't need to work so much. I don't want you tired when you get here.

Leah: it's all I can do to make it there.

Sam: baby..

Leah: we will get there.

Sam: okay okay. I gotta go, I'm about to be on stage.

Leah: okay.

Leah: good luck! I love you😘

Sam: I love you too😘

I laid down and closed my eyes. This is gonna be rough, I think to myself. I get up from my bed and trip over a box. "Ow. What the heck," I say picking up the box. It's a pink box with white bunnies on it and pretty white lace.

I flip up the lid and see pictures of me and Taylor. It's back in elementary and middle school. I looked through them all. I wonder how she's doing? I ask myself. I out the photos back and put the lid on top. Then, slid the box under my bed. I got up and walked over to my balcony. Sitting in one of the chairs, I stare off at the beach. There's many of families there. I look last them and at the ocean. Every family I see hurts me. As a girl, it's my dream to mother kids and be married. I have to remind myself I'm 19 and not ready for that. I get up and go back inside.

So much I wanna do, just not enough courage.

Thanks for reading! I hope enjoyed! In case you didn't notice, I'm gonna start shortening the chapters. These next chapters are gonna be kinda boring, some of them, because I really want 50 and 51 to stand out and be amazing! So just bare with me.

Later Loves💋