We were finally back home. She hasn't said a word since we found her. She's only been shaking & hugging me real tight & not letting go. She hasn't said ANYTHING. I knew something was wrong with her beyond what I saw. I let her wash & stayed in the bathroom with her. While she was gon I only reminisced everything about her. Her smell, walk,talk, laugh, yelling at me, her goofiness, craziness, everything. I watched her shampoo her hair & she looked happy to do so. She washed every inch of her body & did some shaving. She was so beautiful. I started 2 hear my phone ringing, incoming call from Mariah. I answered & told her she was back home, but she hasn't said a word. She asked if she could come over, but I declined because this is our time.
For the rest of the day we cuddled. That's all we needed. We missed each other & I knew she was back into her comfort zone.
2:00AM As we slept I started 2 hear her whimpering & I turned on the lamp & saw her crying. She was still asleep which was ironic. She was talking in her sleep..
Ayanna: "no.. get off.. help"
She kept repeating.. Whatever happened had 2 happen numerous times. We were gone get 2 the bottom of this when she was comfortable enough 2 speak on it.
11:46AM *Mariah's point of view*
I knocked on the door & Messiah welcomed me in. When I saw my bestfriend I could only smile. She was still here. She saw me & smiled as well. I hugged her tightly & she did the same. She was thin.. Thinner than the last time I saw her. I can tell she wasn't eating. I don't know the full story of what happened, but I know that she is here now & safe again around her loved ones. I can tell she didn't want 2 get out yet, so we chilled in & watched Netflix.
1:30PM Ayanna & I were still watching a movie as she lay on my lap. I started 2 hear her crying.. She lifted up off of me & looked me deeply into my eyes & shook her head. I had no idea as to why she did so. Apparently she had something against me.
Ayanna: "you..you..didn't even,even t-t-try to f-f-find m-m-me"
I knew something was mentally wrong with her & she needed 2 see a doctor. I told her I didn't know what was going on & she continued 2 shake her head & she went into the room & locked the door. Messiah came out & told me she's been acting like this ever since she was found & that I could come back another time. At least I got 2 see her. I love her & I hope she can pull through this.
