I came in today in my high top black vans, white tank top & black leggings with my red & black plaid shirt around my waist. My hair was in a high bun. Today I had 2 work extra hard. As I walked into the fresh & cleaned up studio all the dancers hugged me. I saw about 6 new people 5 men & 1 woman. She looked soooo familiar & I knew exactly who it was. Mercedez Biggins. She was still small & her hair was dyed blue & purple. I watched the new dancers dance & Mercedez had a deep rhythm that I can't explain. She caught on very quickly 2 her routine & we needed that. She was in. After dance was over I pulled her to the side & we talked & caught up & I gave her my number. I'm glad things were starting 2 get better. I got home & Messiah had cooked me a nice homemade meal. He fed me & done plenty more romantic things. I told him I was feeling a slight pain in my stomach area, so he said he would make me an appointment first thing in the morning. I hope it wouldn't be anything major. Continuing the night we both fell asleep cuddling.
Next morning I was on the way to the doctor with Maino. We sat in the waiting room until my appointment. My doctor, Dr. White had Maino fill out my papers while he ran multiple tests on me. I lay back & relax.
Dr. White: Well, you were 8 weeks pregnant, but unfortunately the baby didn't develop properly.
My eyes began to water.. It had 2 be Mario or one of his friends. Maino & I hadn't had sex because I wasn't home. I didn't even know..
Dr. White: You also have a vaginal tear.. That comes from really a really aggressive pressure, movement, rhythm, or force.
Everything started 2 add up & there I was sad again, why me? That's all I could say. The whole car ride we both were quiet & we weren't on the way back home because we went on the freeway, but I didn't say anything I let Maino do his thing...
We pulled up into 'Lisa's beauty salon' Maino was taking me 2 get my hair done. I'm not gon lie I was happy.
