3 weeks had passed & I was still stuck on the events that happened 2 me. I've been talking more than when I first got back home. My sentences are clearer & longer. Today I decided 2 get out. I was catching up with my friend Ariel from middle school & we planned 2 get our nails done today. The only place I feel safe is in Maino's arms. That's all. But, I'm feeling a little better. I've been devastated watching someone die over me. It was a sad vision, but karma is a bitch. I got dressed & threw on my red adidas outfit with 2 Minnie Mouse buns. I loved expressing myself even though I was an adult that hairstyle was my thing. Well, I'm not that old. I decided 2 drive my Range Rover today, so I got into it & drove 2 the nail salon. I was happy 2 see her. That's my nigga tf💁🏽😜
*Messiah(Maino's point of view*
I finally let her out, but I told her stay strapped up at all times. I was out getting food for her puppy Sasha & afterwards I was taking my sister 2 her swimming lessons.
*Ayanna's point of view*
I was happy 2 see her. We talked & laughed about the stupid things we did. We were one of the most hated people I swear. After this we were going shopping for sum white dresses. I don't know why, but oh well. We were meeting up there with Mariah. I always watch my back. I watch it even more than before.. When you have a boyfriend who sells drugs, affiliated with a gang & has a savage reputation on his name all you could do is hope & pray that you aren't a target. Maino was unfuckwithable & the streets knew not 2 mess with him & his gang. He was making the most dough in this game, so all these niggas hate, & not only is he on his hustle, but he fine as hell too.
The girls & I talked & went out 2 eat until Maino texted me telling me it was about time 2 come home, so I did what I was told. He set boundaries because things were pretty hot right now. I really should be glad he let me out alone. I made it home quick as possible. Maino & I haven't had sex since I came back & he hadn't asked & I didn't need it.
1 week later I was started back dance class. I had exactly 2 weeks 2 get this routine down pack. I heard there were many new dancers I had 2 lead on, so I was committed to it. Finally catching up on positivity...
