As I laid down all I could think was wow. I was held hostage for a month by my first love & a gang. My first love got killed by my current boyfriend. A part of me feels like it's all my fault. Before I go 2 sleep I just think about it all. Khalil lost his life because of me. Why was this happening? I just wanted 2 be a happy, young individual. I wasn't innocent, but I didn't mean for anyone's life 2 be taken away. It was meant for me 2 go. I went into the front room while Mercedez slept & I got on the couch & turned the tv on. The news was on.. just as I was thinking about it all. Something on the screen said, "2 male were found in an abandoned home in Cincinnati, Ohio due 2 residents blocks down smelling an offer odor. We cannot identify the face of these males, but police will be investigating until further notice" tears formed my face & I let them out. I couldn't believe it. I needed a break. I went back into the room & fell asleep.
10:00AM I decided 2 jog around this lake 2 get some things off my mind. Listen 2 my soft music & run. It was much needed. Mercedez was still asleep when I left & I was also thinking about what happened last night. It was definitely unbelievable. I did a few stretches 2 warm up. After doing my quick exercise I went 2 McDonalds & got me 3 sausage biscuits & bought Mercedez something as well. Lord knows I was starving. After I was done I headed back 2 her apartment. I sat the food on the kitchen counter & chilled until I wanted 2 get out again.. I've really been laying low. I texted Maino's sister Jasani just 2 see how she was doing.
5:00PM I made my way 2 Hartsfield-Jackson airport where Gabby was. As soon as I saw her I gave her a big hug. I was beyond happy 2 see her. She took me into a back room where I gave her all Monica's information & she was currently still in Atlanta at a hotel & she actually had a flight 6AM & Gabby told me she'd keep me posted. Monica got another thing coming she just don't know. Just wait babygirl just wait..
