Forever z.m

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Hey guys:) so i will start doing like beginning things on the top and end things in the bottom. So so sorry i haven't updated in a week. School has ben sooo busy. So.. I will see ya after;)

ZAYN POV 

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"Can we be together, like as a couple?" Perrie asks me.

I rub the back of my neck. I like Perrie. But not in that way.

But then again, Libby betrayed me.

"Yea...sure. Just come here." Wait, what? Why would i say that. Stupid stupid.

Perrie's face lights up and comes next to me. "So this time it wont be meaningless." "Yea, whatever." I huff. She climbs on the bed and sits. "So.....now what?" She asks. "You get your butt over here and i rip off your clo-." "No! Zayn." She cuts me off. "What the hell Perrie? You know why you came here." "I know." She twirls her hair with her fingers. "Well then come here."

She shakes her head. "What! What is it Perrie?! Tell me, now." "Its just that, if we are a couple now doesn't that mean we get bonding time, like we can play 20 questions. Relationships isn't just about sex."

I cross my arms over my chest. "Then leave." "Why?" She looks at me. "Because i know what i want and your obviously not going to give it to me." "But, I'm your girlfriend."

"Perrie, that doesn't mean you can come and go as you please. I need privacy."

"Fine." She gets up and walks to my door. "Oh yea, Zayn. If you want this to work then you are going to compromise." She slammed the door.

"Ughhh!" I lay down on the bed and throw my pillow in the air. "Why did she have to leave." I look at my clock. I was going to call Libby and say sorry for mot saying bye. But its too late. I sigh and curl into my bed.

I wonder where we would be if she never left. Would i be here right now, in the biggest band on the planet. Or would i still be in Bradford, in that crappy house. Would i be with a girl i didn't give two shits about? Or would i be with her?

Sometimes i miss Bradford. I miss the old days. Everything was so simple. Now its complicated.

Don't get me wrong. I love being in One Direction. Its a dream come true. But when you go on Twitter and see all the hate, it makes you feel worthless. I know I'm not. I'm a idol to girls everywhere.

At least now i have the brothers I've always wanted. I'm a jerk. I know i am.

Maybe that's why everyone hates me.

That's what i need to do. I'll start being really nice. Then maybe she'll like me.

I wonder what shes doing right now......

LIBBY POV 

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"Yawn!" I look out my window. Its a sunny day, good. I smile. Nikki is passed out on her bed. She has one foot hanging off her bed and her blanket is half on her. Shes snoring really loud.

I laugh.

Get out of bed and make it. I look at my phone and check my messages. Zayn hasn't texted me. I have a boyfriend. What am i thinking. Speaking of boyfriend's i get a text from Kevin.

'Hey babe! What are you up to this morning? Maybe we can go out to eat? Text me back.  

Kevin xoxo'

I smile. He makes me happy. I instantly reply back.

'Hey:) that sounds great! Where do you want to meet?