My Dear James,
I am so sorry I had to depart. I was so very tired and it was time for me to go home. They were waiting for me. My cancer was killing me. You know it, I know it, the whole high school knew it, and I had to let you down. The struggle to stay awake was unbarable. I'm shedding tears just thinking about it. These tears represent each word that comes to mind when I see you:
Beauty, Generosity, Happiness, Loyalty, and Hope.
And the last tear of all that can't fit in a little bubble...The most amazing guy that should have gotten the girl in the end not lost her. I was so tired I couldn't even cry. My exhaustion led to faint small breaths, those faint small breaths turned into 4 small words, those 4 small words read out I LOVE YOU JAMES. 4 small breaths, 4 small words, yet, ONE BIG meaning that barely slipped out the cracks of my mouth. This is the first time I have ever expressed what's been shut in. You were there to tuck me in, you were the one to lay next to me, and you were the one to show your love for me in those blue eyes that shown like the pacific on a good day. Whenever you feel I'm not there just think the words "infinity is just a symbol our love is so much more" I'll be there. You know I always thought with a mind of Shakespeare.
You were my first love, my last breath, and my last 4 words. I Love You James. To infinity and beyond. Hehe.
Love your love,
Vidia
This letter was written 8 years after my diagnosis. Of the thing that changed my life. The thing called....Cancer.
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