So Lost Without You

Chapter Seven: i dont know

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I keep thinking of Jayden and all I can think is He is a Bitch! He thinks he can flirt with me all he wants and he just wants to get me as a part of his game. Just another girl to boost his ego. I decide to take a warm and long shower to calm me down. I put my stereo in the bathroom and play all of the sad songs I have downloaded onto my phone while I take my shower. I get out and wrap the towel around me and I know it's secure. I go into my huge walk in closet and try to pick out an outfit. I choose red ripped jeans and a loose fitted crop top. I do my hair in a quick up-do bun on the top of my head.

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I hear footsteps and a couple of yawns. I open my door and for the first time in a very long time I see my brother Cade. He looks sober and he is not with a girl. Huh? "Cade are you actually sober?" I ask kind of rudely but I did not intend for that to happen. "Yes I am sober and no there is no girl with me. So what do you want Tess?" he asks grumpily. "Nothing it's just I've never seen you in awhile. "Yep and you won't cuz imma get drunk again so my head is not pounding or at least I won't really mind it." well there is the answer I was waiting for. "You don't look to happy little sis. Everything okay?" of course not Cade nothing in my life is okay! "Ye-yeah everything is g-gr-great." I stutter with my words because that's not the truth. I just lied to my brother and he will know I'm lying.

"No your not Tess. I know you and you stutter like crazy when you lie to me. So what's really going on?" he gestures me into his room that I have not been in for like forever! "Well J-Jayden-" i got cut off by my brother. "Jayden? Jayden stone? If he did anything to hurt you or mess you up I'm gonna kill that boy!" he had a lot of anger in his tone. "Well he started being all nice to me all of the sudden and I didn't trust him. He said he has changed and he brought me to a couple of parties and we slept together. Nothing happened further that a kiss, I swear! We got in a argument thing and I went to his house to apologize and I went into his room and there he was with another g-girl. I thought he changed but I thought wrong I still haven't talked to him since because he's a bitch!" I was so mad at that point. Cade sat next to me and rubbed my back. "He's dead meat" Cade said jokingly. I giggled and sighed, "You know you're lucky right? You were too drunk when mom and dad got in a huge argument and mom left." "Well we both know that was destined to happen." he said. I don't know why but his presence brought me comfort.

Suddenly someone rang the door bell. "I'll get it." Cade said while getting up and going downstairs. I walked down to see Cade and guess who? Cade and Jayden having a stare down. Jayden noticed me and looked my way and Cade followed his gaze. I still can't face him he does not even know why I'm mad at him but I know what I say. I don't k now what I was doing but I turned around quickly and darted out of the room and up stairs. "Tessie, Wait!" I heard Jayden call after me but I quickly slammed my door shut and plopped down on my bed. There was a knock on the door but I didn't bother to open it cuz I knew it was Jayden. "Tessie, please open-." He was cut off by me yelling, "Just shut up and leave me alone!" My tone was serious. I really did not want to ever see or talk to that boy again!

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