So Lost Without You

Chapter 9: Me and Jay

Chapter Nine: Me and Jay

"Jay-" I say but he cuts me off, "Tessie I don't know what to tell you, help me I didn't cheat cuz we aren't going out and I don't know who that girl was Tessa, so please please just forgive me, I can't loose you." I can't help but blush. "Jay, you left me and you didn't care, why now? it's not making sense!" He taps his chin thinking, he opens his mouth then closes it again. "I know Tessa it's just I needed to clear some things up and just get a break for a little while. I have liked you for a long time and i still do and I wished I could've brought you with me but you hated me at that point for god knows why. Look Tessa I'm really sorry." He walks up to me and wipes away one of my tears falling down my cheek. He takes me into a hug, my face buried in his neck and I'm crying. "Jay I needed you then and I still need you now." He rubs his hand on my back. "Im here now Tessie, I'm here now you don't need to worry." He looks me in the eyes, he leans in for a kiss but I stop him, "No your gonna get snot on you." we both laugh, he grabs a tissue and wipes my nose. "Not anymore." he smiles one of those devilish smiles and he looks so hot. He kisses me and it gets more intense in the moment his hands are on my hips and I feel it burning, there is deffinently a spark there. He picks me up gesturing me to put my legs around his waist, so I do. He then puts me against the wall and kisses my jaw line then my neck and near my collarbone.

We then move into my room upstairs, he lays me on the bed then gets on top of me and we start kissing again. Jay lets his tongue slip out for a second and I can't help it but I let out a small whimper. I can feel his sexy smile against my mouth and then we go back to kissing. My body goes on it's own and my chest goes up trying to near his. He leans his body closer to mine after he takes his shirt off. I look at his abs and all I do right now is kiss him and with my hands I touch his skin/abs. He slips his hands under my shirt a little and takes the shirt off. We hear a groan coming upstairs. "Did we lock the door?" I say scarred. Jay looks at the door and says, "Shit." he gets up and hurries and locks the door fast before Cade comes in at an awkward moment. "That was close." we both say at the same time. We lay next to Eachother both our shirts off, my leggings off, and his pants off so he's in his boxers. "That was amazing." he says breathing heavily. I nod my head and look at him, giving him a peck on the lips and ask him, "Am I gonna be one of those girls? just gonna be played by you?" he looks me straight in the eye and I can tell he's telling the truth. "you are the only one I want sunshine. only you." "only me?" I ask. "yes only you sunshine." since its about 8pm I tell jay that he can stay the night if he wants. "well sunshine since your offering-" "oh my god jay!" he laughs, "just saying, but yes I will stay. Now I can say I slept in bed with you." he looks at me and winks. I let out an annoying groan, "Jaaayyy. don't say that!" I say playfully slapping his stomach. He quickly pecks my lips and says, "Im just telling the truth it's not like we had sex." he says with a chuckle. I say, "Well if you look at us we are half naked, we almost just had sex jay." he grins stupidly at me. "Well if you put it that wayyy." he says kissing my nose instead of my lips. I put a pouty face on. "whys the puppy sad?" Jays says. "You don't trick a girl. kissing her nose instead her lips." I say sticking my tongue out. "Fine." he leans in the kiss but he dogged his head and kisses my cheek. "Oh my god Jay, just kiss me already." I say sitting on his lap. He looks me up and down. deffinently checking me out. I let out a small laugh. "Whats so funny sunshine?" jay asks. "Oh it's nothing." "Come on Tessie I wanna know." "Give me a kiss jay then I'll tell you." I say to jay. He gives me a long kiss, he slips his tongue out a little for a second, I smile at that. Now I slip my tongue out really fast and it almost sounds like a small whimper he made. That made me smile even wider. The kiss lasted about 5 minutes then we break apart. "Ok now you've got your kiss now tell me why you laughed." "It wasn't a big deal you were checking me out. I just want a kiss." "Tessie, I always check you out, you mostly aren't paying attention when I am though." he says with a wink.