So Lost Without You

Chapter Five: Oh this boy!

Chapter Four: Oh this Boy!

I feel his warm lips against my neck, he reaches my chest and for a second he hesitates but I'm all in. I start to pull of my shirt and he helps me, he tears the shirt off "hey I liked that shirt" I chuckle and he apologizes. His shirt comes off as well and he throws it on the floor and I stare at his eight pack. "Stop drooling, Shortcake." I wipe my chin but he was lying I had nothing on my chin. "I'm sorry Jayden but I've never done this before." "I know that's why I did it." "Well maybe not yet." I give him a half smile and he returns a smile too.

I drive home and I don't know should I be happy, sad, angry at Jayden. I don't like him he's not the one. He's just playing his game he's gonna get what he wants then leave for another girl. So I decide to text Jayden when I go in my room.

Me: "Sorry but I don't think it's going to work."

He replies faster that I expected.

Jayden: "Did None of that mean anything to you!?"

Me: "It did but its just your silly game Jayden!"

I hear a knock on the door and I run down stairs and open the door. Jayden. He's breathing hard like he ran here or something. "Jayden, did you read what I said?" He sits there trying to catch his breath while walking in the door. "Oh I did, what the hell was that for?" I sit there for a minute while he just yelled at me. "I am not going to fall for that Jayden, I'm not! You left for two years and that's when I needed someone, I still do but you're just a player like when you left!" I look into his eyes and I know he looks hurt. "I'm sorry Tessie! I did not leave on purpose! I left for a reason, if I told you you wouldn't believe me!" "Yeah right, try me!" I am getting a little impatient with him.

" I left because I—-"

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