Letting Go to Hold On

Coma

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How can the perfect day - the perfect date - turn out to be such a nightmare?

"Christina, how could you do this to me?" I managed to mutter as I held the bridge of my nose in grief, a stupid attempt pf mine to stop tears from pouring from my eyes.

I look at her thoroughly, wanting to remember her every feature, the features if snake. In the plae moonlight that escaped the leaves of our dogwood tree, her raven black hair took in a gloomy shade of blue while the strands gracefully danced to the silent rhythm of the midsummer breeze. She paced around me, over and over again, but it wasn't the type out of anxiety or even fear, but because she taunted me, disgust spitting acid to me as she circled me like a volture. Her every step loomed with confidence, not even missing a heart beat.

In the corner, near the columns of our old building that is now used by the freshmen, I saw Zach clenching his fists. Just staring at him made my heart pump faster, releasing the pain and anger that developed in my heart. He still had this crazy effect on me, after all that he's done.

"Ha. You sure know how to make me laugh. I''ve been in a relationship with him as long as you have, BESTFRIEND. But, I guess that my boyfriend is just too good of an actor 'cause he got you, the goody- goody, straight- A student to fall for his charm. I mean, did you actually think that the school heartthrob is actually going to fall for you? it just proves how much of a slut you really are." She said, planting venom into every syllable. I treated her like a sister... How could she do this to me?

Her words weren't the only poison for me, there's the fact that they only needed 5 minutes to shatter me into a million pieces.

I released a laugh, though my throat felt like it's got a boulder stuck in the middle, " Oh please, between the two of us, you're the bigger... You know. I just can't believe that I actually thought Sally was trying to ruin the two of us. I owe her a big apology, Christina. 'Cuase you are just pathetic." I turned my back to her, running to the empty halls and disappearing into the streets.

I found myself in Eddie's room, and even though I don't remember how I even got myself here without completely dying, I somehow felt safer and more at home than I ever did when I saw Eddie. His brown hair stuck to his forehead, the dim light from his Sponge Bob nightlight the only illumination that I received. The tears still kept coming, and they were even more painful than before.

"Eddie..." I said as quietly as I could, but he woke up, his brown eyes staring directly at me. His little hands traced the tears that streked down my face. This kid is only three and he already knows that I'm sad.

"Why are you crying mommy?"  He asked me, propping up his bed.

"Nothing baby, go back to sleep." I said to him. He lied back down. I can't help thinking how much I've been ignoring him since Zach and I became something. I stood back up,k heading for his door. And as I shut that door, I swore that this will never happen again...

"Eureka!" Perrie called out to me, making me jump up from bed.

"Perrie, what the?" I asked, the ringing in my ears continuing with a loud drum. "Did you have to scream at my ear? I think you broke my ear drum." 

"Don\t exagerate so much. I already called your work, I said that you're resigning. I got you a job at Sony. You shouldn't waste your time in that company." She told me. No. I was on OJT!

"Perrie, that was my OJT! Gosh, okay... No problem. Uh, when do I start at Sony?" I asked her, getting out from under the covers and stretching my arms with a yawn.

"Tomorrow. And... I checked out your wardrobe and I do not approve your work clothes. You're gonna be working with the lads." She said, not even giving me a look. "Now, you gotta get dressed for Eddie. El texted me and they said that Eddie still hasn't woken up."

"What's the matter with Eddie?" I asked her, heading to my closet. I picked up a pair of jeans, clean underwear -of course- and a big beanie.

"Well... They said Eddie's in a coma...."

"What?"

You gotta be kidding.

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