At home, doing nothing except for a week supply of homework that John thought that would be a good idea if I caught up on. Okay I am gonna get serious about something for a moment... (I hate these moments).
So I had an awesome party for my birthday last week and well I felt like something was off, I just didn't feel right and then after 2 days I woke up gasping for air, and my friend Sarah was there to call the ambulance and she was great and calm like you should be but I couldn't stop thinking about how OK I would be if I died.
And I kept asking myself "am I okay to die" and I kept saying yes. I just had this internal thing going on in my body that was okay with me being dead. And then me and georgiahoran98 started talking about how much of an impact it would be for me to die. And I just now realized what she meant.
Anyway, I am gonna be fine and I get my results on my heart on Monday (I might post but might not) ummmm thank you guys for being there for me and I am sorry for the friends, family you may or may not have lost. Everybody deserves someone great.
