Dear John,
I keep telling myself 'I'm ok' but then thinking 'am i?' I am on the verge of tears mainly this year. I need more time, I needed more time, I wanted more time.
I wanted to jump out of one more plane with you, ride one more tractor, build one more plane, run one more mile, talk one more time, ask one more question, drink one more shot, take one more hug, throw one more ball, share one more girl, jam out once more. I just needed more time.
To John
XO
