Inazuma Eleven Big Book Of Randomness 3

I Don't Do This

Ok rant time. Cause I'm gonna do something stupid if I don't.

We've known each other since Jr. High and you still keep secrets from me? I didn't hide when the girl was gonna fight me because I was talking to you when she had a crush on you. I didn't hide what happened between my parents when you asked about my dad. I hid nothing from you so why wouldn't you do the same? So you might've broken up with your girlfriend. When would I hear about this? February 31? Am I only a peephole to find out if you're failing my mom's class? Is that all you see me as? And someone who'll buy you food when you're hungry? Don't make me break my hand please. In fact I'm starting to question our friendship now. Was it really only because I'm teacher's daughter? I could always stop her from calling your mom when she's pissed at you. I could warn you about report card day. Is that all I am? A warning? Someone who's always there? Hey I broke something that belongs to you. No I don't mind if you hit me and walk away ignoring me for a month. It's only my feelings that are being hurt nothing important. Then you get a replacement and I have to apologize for the 100th time before you even look at me. I don't even know why I'm hurting my head over you right now. How much tighter are you gonna keep pulling my noose? I'm almost completely gone now. And I find it funny that no matter how much I tell myself I hate you I can't stop loving you. You're the first person outside of my family to actually have my heart in your hands. I'm sad you don't know how to handle it. Oh well. Go be happy I'll try to find my own happiness. Guess this is goodbye for real this time.

A word of advice friends never fall in love. Especially with someone out of your league or your best friend if I can even call him that anymore. 😪😪😪 I'm gonna go play go fish to cheer myself up hopefully. Bye 😪