It Hurts Too Much Now

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You know what. I am completely and officially done with crushes. Not referring to anime crushes since they don't treat you like real boys do.

How can you lie and say that you broke up with your girlfriend and then bring her where I am all day the next day? I'm sorry but it doesn't work that way. How many times do you have to hurt me? I've had feelings for you since Jr. High and I'm still stuck in the friend zone. Then when I'm done and you're about to graduate you give me false hope that I still have a chance just to hurt me again?I can't do this anymore. I might even stop talking to you now. If I do then you better not question me. I've had my heart broken by you too many times now and I'm tired of the pain. 😪😪 It's a shame I can't tell you this person and thank God you're not on wattpad. But I just can't take it anymore. I might even stop trusting people even more now. What do you expect me to do? Sure you're my best friend and I'd do anything for you but I just can't this time around. I'll just go back to where I'm supposed to be with a new way of thinking. Thanks for the seven years of heartbreak. I surely won't forget them.

Sorry but I needed to say it and this was the only place I could. Who knows maybe I can fall in love again. Just maybe. 😪 later everyone I'm gonna try and find something to ease my pain 😓

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