Entry Three
Wednesday, March 24th
9:45 p.m.
I looked back at my other entries and I noticed I never told you the main points about me. So I guess it you don't have a clue who I am and you're reading this.
Well, my name is Hayden Phillips and I'm 20 years old. I've lived in California my entire life and I have brain cancer.
I've been dealing with the disease for about seven and a half month now. At first they thought it was going to be easy to deal with and I'd be better by the end of December 2012.
Well they did another CAT scan three months ago and found another tumor in some part of my brain that's hard to get to so all they can do is cemo and hope for the best.
But really, there's no chance I'm going to survive so why even try? Why can't they just pull the plug now?
I feel trapped, I can't get her out of my head and I can't get away from everything. I can't stop replaying my life and wanting to do things differently.
Since I've been told that there's barely any chance that I'm going to live I've decided I'm going to apologize to my family.
I'm okay with dying but I'm scared of where I'll go and what's going to be there.
Oh! I got a phone call today from Krissy. She's one of my best friends and she wanted to tell me that she was going to take me out this weekend. So I won't be writing this weekend.
Maybe I should tell you who 'she' is because I bet you're dying to know. Or maybe you're not and you're just reading this because you're bored.
But I'll just have to save that for next time I write because it's time for my meds and sleep.
~Hayden
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Dla nastolatkówHayden Phillips is sick with cancer and she doesn't know how long she has left. As her sickness worsens we are introduced to her life before she got sick and understand how she got sick. Will she survive and get what she wants? Will she change from...
