Chapter 21.

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Valerys Pov:


I watched as Ashley had tears in her eyes and how she ran. I watched as harry ran after her shouting her name. I heard a car pull away and i knew she was gone. This is all my fault. If i didnt tell harry i loved him i wouldnt have kissed him and she wouldnt have seen us. This is all my fault.


I heard stomping coming up the stairs i knew it was harry. He was mad i knew. And i know he was going to shout at me and i knew i was going to be scared. I knew he would never want to see me again and i knew in the end im going to be the one hurting the most.
"YOU!" I heard Harry voice boom. I knew he was at my door but i couldnt make myself look at him. "LOOK AT ME!" When he shouted this it remember me of my dad. Tears come to my eyes just remembering it. "LOOK AT ME!" He shouted and i started shaking. He felt him standing in front of me and soon he grapped my face so i was facing him. I saw tears in his eyes and i knew i had done that. I couldnt get any words out and i couldnt move. I just looked into his teary eyes. "YOU DONE THIS! YOU KISSED ME AND YOU MADE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE RAN AWAY FROM ME!" He shouted and then stepped away from me. He was at the door and then turned round. "I dont wanna see you again. I dont care if you're living here. Just dont came near me. Dont be in the same room as me. We're NOT best friends anymore!" He said and then walked into his room with a slam of the door. The slam made me jump.

I looked at the door were he was standing and saw all four boys standing there looking at me. They looked disgusted. They looked hurt. Upset. They shook their heads at me and then went off to harrys room. I knew they would go to him. Their his best friends. I have none. Harrys gave up on me and i dont blame him. I give up on me. I slammed the door shut and screamed. I needed to let it all out. I looked towards the bathroom and slowly walked in and locked the door. I grapped my razor and pushed the blade towards my wrist. I havent done this since my dad but i needed to release the pain. It was th only way.


"I'm sorry" I whispered as i done a few cuts on my wrist. As the blood oozed out i felt alive. After a while i cleaned the blood and went and laid in bed. I laid there and before i knew it i feel into a deep sleep.

Harrys Pov:


I heard the boys come in and they all sat around me telling me everything was going to be okay, all the simple things. I was laying there lost in thoughts when i jumped and so did the boys. Valery had slammed the door and was screaming. It soon died down and went silent. She didnt make a noise. Only the noise of the bathroom locking nothing else. The boys left me to watch a film and i laid facing the ceiling. Soon i fell into a deep sleep.

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