Wish You Were Here - Harry Styles

Chaper 23.

*NEXT DAY*

Valerys Pov:

I woke up 6 and had a shower, got changed and had my hair naturally.

(Outfit - http://weheartit.com/entry/56278416 -)

I didnt bother with breakfast and just left a note again for the boys. I know they probably dont care but they still might worry....who am i kidding they wouldnt care if i got kidnapped. Throw the note in the bin but it bounced off and landed on the floor. I was about to pick it up when i heard the cab turn up. I quickly got my phone and keys and left to london again.

Harrys Pov:

I woke up and when i walked out i noticed all the boys just got up as well. We all went to the kitchen to have breakfast. My mum had gone to work again this morning. I was the last one to walk in when i stood on something. It sounded like a piece of paper and when i lifted my foot i was right.

"Whats that?" Lou asked and i shrugged. I unfolded it and read it out loud.

"Hey guys, I dont know if you would care again but im going out and wont be back till late Valery." I read out loud.

"Why would that be on the floor near the bin?" Niall asked.

"Maybe she though we didnt care so whats the point and throw it in the bin but it bounced off?" Liam said and we all shrugged.

"PANCAKES! HARRY GET COOKING!" Niall shouted and chuckled at his silliness. I hadnt actually smiled or laughed since Ashely left. It felt good but not right. I miss her...

*IN LONDON*

Valerys Pov:

I got out the cab and paid as i walked into starbucks. I looked at the time and saw it was 1. Just on time. I ordered my drink and then saw Ashley sitting on a seat near the corner. I went over and sat opposite her.

"Hey" I said

"Come on. If its your fault and no one knows your here. Tell me what happened?" She said harshly.

"Fine. All the time me and Harry have been best friends, i've thought of him more. I loved him, still do. He came to asked whats wrong and we started arguing. I shouted that i loved him and he froze. He was in shock with what i said. I wasnt really in control of my actions and i kissed him. And then you came and Harry snapped out of his thoughts and pushed me away." I said and she sat there listening.

"What do you mean you had no control over your actions? You have to have some?!" She said obivously angry.

"Fine. I left sad and alone and just threw myself at him, Happy!" I said getting frustrated. I dont know why i've been getting frustrated and angry at people for no reason. I think its because i have nothing felt of me. I've been kind and nice and letting people knock me down that now im sticking up for myself.

"Why are you even here?" She asked more calmly.

"I came here to see if you would just forgive harry. It wasnt his fault." I said

"Why though?" She asked

"Because when he pulled away he didnt think twice before coming after you! He came back and shouted at me! Told me we're NOT best friends anymore! He said he didnt want to be in the same room as me! He loves you. I can tell. The way he looks at you and i can tell you still love him." I said and she sighed.

"I think i need some time to think about this" She said

"You dont have much time. They are going on tour at the end of this week." I said

"Fine. Leave me till the end of this week, then come back here. I will tell you then" She said and i nodded.

"thank you" I said and then made my way out of strabucks. I cant believe im doing this. But once they are back together i'll be gone. I walked up to the next cab that stopped and made my way back to harrys house.

*HOME*

Valerys Pov:

I walked into the house at around 10 again. I walked into the kitchen and noticed the light was already on. I stood at the doorway and saw Harry and Louis sitting talking. they hadnt noticed i was there because their backs were towards me.

"I dont know, Lou" Harry said

"Look just ask her to leave. If you really dont want Valery here that much just ask her to leave." Lou said

"She has no where to go though" Harry said

"But you said a minute ago that she can sort that out her self, plus shes going to collage at the end of this week isnt she?" Lou asked

"Yea i think so. I mean she hasnt said anything about getting accepted and thought she wouldve." Harry said and they both sighed. They didnt know i was here and i was about to leave but i couldnt get my feet to move.

"Shes never here anyway so its not like we'll see her" Lou said.

"Yea im quite glad she decided to disappear during the day. It saves all the problems. Like she would talk about them anyway" Harry muttered the last bit but i still heard it.

"What do you mean?" Lou asked

"She just doesnt like talking to people about her problems. She runs away from them..." HE trailed off. Just at that moment i dropped my keys and the boys heads snapped round and looked at me. I had tears in my eyes but i held them back. I bent down to get my keys and then looked at them.

"Valery..." Harry and Louis said at the same time.

"Save it!" I said harshly and then went to my room. I slammed the door and screamed. I dont know why but i had some much inside i just needed to let it all out. Once i stopped screaming i walked into the bathroom and got my razor again. I placed the blade into my wrist again and again. After a while i dried up the blood and walked into my room. I got into my pjamas and laid in bed. I looked at my wrist and saw old and now new scars.

I couldnt sleep i just kept tosing and turning. I knew the boys would be asleep by now. I looked at the clock and saw it was nearly 2 in the morning. I looked at the ceiling sighing and soon i found myself falling asleep.

Harrys Pov:

I dont know if valery heard but to be honest i dont care. She deserves everything thats coming for her. She ruined my life. After we heard her slam her door and scream, me and lou both decided to go to bed. I dont know why but Valery has been slamming doors and screaming everynight nearly that she comes home. Its like it was her way of letting everything out. As i was looking at the ceiling thinking i soon fell into a deep sleep.

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