Stuck Between The Two

Nadia

I was hurt by the fact that chris wasnt answering me on purpose. Here I am home alone worried sick about him. And the man that I love so dearly is at the strip club popping bottles and dancing with strippers. Oh I wanna kill him yellow ass right now!

It wasnt until three in the god damn morning when chris stumbled through the door. I heard him throw his keys on the counter and go in the fridge. He made his way to the living room

Chris: oh shit

He said taken back by my presence. I just sat there and looked at him in disbelief.

Chris: what you doing up so late

Nadia: I can ask you the same question. Where were you chris.

I knew exactly where he was but I wanted to see if he would lie to my face or actually tell me he was at the strip club.

Chris: I was doing something important.

His words slurred and his eyes were red.

Nadia:bullshit!

I slapped the water bottle that he was holding out of his hand. I was so heated. Its bad enough he smells like perfume and he can barely stand on his own two legs but he has the audacity to lie to me in my face as if im stupid or something.

Chris:yo what the fuck is your problem Nadia!

I can tell he was getting angry but i dont give a fuck. shit I was angry too.

Nadia:im sick of your shit Chris! Im your wife and you need to treat me like it! I've been up since 11 waiting for you. I've called and left messages several times and you haven't even replied to none of them! But you picked up once trey called!

Chris: what your point Nadia!

Nadia: my fucking point is you are such a dick head when it comes to me Chris. You are never home always hanging out with other people at strip clubs and shit. You never have time for me. Its fucking 3 in the morning and you are just getting home.

I spat back. I can't believe him right now. All my anger built up and I couldn't hold it in anymore. I now started to ball my eyes out as if chris even cared.

Chris: maybe its because they dont bug me like you do. Your always on my back.

Nadia:that's what im suppose to do Chris. Im your wife. Im suppose to care enough about you to call you when your not home. I give you all the freedom you want. All I ask for you is to be faithful and honest and treat me with the respect I deserve Chris.

He sucked his teeth as is he had no care in the world. As if he had no remorse for what hes been putting me through.

Chris: man im done with this.

He sat down on the couch and flipped through channels like I was completely invisible to him.

Nadia: so am I Chris. Ill go find someone else who will appreciate me.

Ive had enough of his shit seriously.

Chris: what that suppose to mean.

He looked up at me with confusion and anger written all over his face.

Nadia: you figure it out chris

I grabbed my phone and headed up the stairs. I walked into our bedroom and went straight into my closet. I grabbed my suit case and started throwing everything I owned in it. All my shoes, clothes, makeup. Everything that i brought with me when I first moved in with Chris I threw in the suitcase.

Chris:what the fuck are you doing!?!

I turned around to see chris at the door now mad than then ever.I ignored him and went about my business.

Chris: I said what the fuck are you doing Nadia

He grabbed my wrist and spun me around so I was facing him.

Nadia: get the fuck off of me!

I yelled trying to free myself from his tight grip.

Chris: where you think you going huh? You not leaving this house Nadia.

He said now looking down at me. just looking at him made my blood boil now.

Nadia: watch me.

I tried pushing him off but his grip only tightened around my wrist.

Chris: im not playing with you nadia. Im not in the mood.

Nadia: me neither chris im tired of your shit. Im leaving your sorry ass.

And then that's when his fist made contact with my face knocking me off my feet. Chris got on me and just started beating me. I curled up and covered my face. I cried and pleaded for him to stop but it was no use. I thought he was gonna kill me.

And then he stopped I guess he finally came to his sense.

Chris: baby im so-

Nadia: I fucking hate you chris!

I sobbed.he just stood there with guilt written all over his face.

Chris: Nadia baby please You know i love-

He tried to pick me up of the floor but I roughly pushed his hand away from me.

Nadia: dont touch me!!

I Stood up by myself. I struggled because i was in pain but I did.

Nadia: im leaving your sorry ass and I mean it. I can't stay here any more!

Before he could say anything else I ran out the room and down the stairs.

Chris:nadia!!

He yelled after me but I didn't care. I ran out the front door to my car. I got in a drove off. I couldn't stay with chris anymore. This is too much for me. First the disrespect and lies and now the abuse. No. My parents taught ne better than that.

As soon as I started the engine chris ran out the door. He banged on the car telling me to get out but I took off. I didn't know where I was going but as long as I was far away from Chris and that house, I would be fine. I thought of who I couldn't go to. I knew for a fact my parents were out of the question. It would only make our situation worse. The only person in my head right now was Trey.