Stuck Between The Two

nadia

Chris came over right after I took my shower. I guess Trey told him to stop by which I really didn't appreciate at all but whatever its his house. I forgave him again. I know, I know I'm sounding and acting like a complete fool. Any other strong, female - and I'm a strong female - would have set him straight or left his ass by now. Don't you think I know that?. But I love him. I love Christopher Maurice Brown. I know it sounds corny and so typical , but I do . Deep down, under all his macho shit, Chris is a good man, and regardless of all the shit he puts me through, he loves me. So I think that I can put up with his mess. Anyways, he acts stupid only when he's stressed or something. He just got hi much-wanted and well-deserved promotion so he'll be happy for a while. When he's happy I'm happy. That's the problem with so many marriages. At the first sign of trouble, the parties are in a divorce court. well, I take my vows seriously. For better or worse. I'm not some stupid, uneducated sister who is gonna stand by and let her man beat her to the ground or under the ground. I love him, but I am not going to love him to death. 

I told Chris that I forgave him but I wasn't ready to go back in the house with him. He hesitated but agreed. That was the only thing he could do. So he left and I asked Trey if I could spend the night again. He said of course. But I knew before I asked him Chris spoke to him and asked him to let me spend the night. Chris doesn't want me going to other peoples house and explaining to them what he's been doing to his lovely wife. Especially not my family. They don't like him already. That would just like putting more fire to the flames. Any I don't care for the drama anymore. I go through a lot already. Sometimes I wonder what hold Chris has over Trey. I was so happy that hang around him. Lately he had been different. I cant explain how, but something is different about him. Sometimes when we were together watching movies or something or talking, ill see something in his eyes, or sometimes I will turn to him and say something to him and catch him staring at me, and he will turn away as if I caught him doing something. Trey and I talk about all sort of things. He is like the big brother that I never had. We can talk about everything and anything and I don't feel embarrassed. Tonight  were watching this VERY steamy,sexy flick on HBO,an I could tell that it was turning TREY on. So, I playfully asked.

Nadia: Trey,how do you like to make love?

Trey looked at me like I was retarded or close to it.

Trey: Nadia,what kind of fucking question is that?

Nadia; Trey,what don't you understand about it? HOW- DO- YOU- MAKE- LOVE?

I could see the beginning of a smile forming on his lips as he looked at me.

Trey: Nadia,you better stop all that flirting that you do so well: its going to get your ass in trouble one day. You're going to get something or someone you can't handle. I know Chris doesn't -

Nadia: Trey,Chris doesn't own me. I am only married to him. Educate me. I want to know what you like. You can ask me anything too, and ill answer. Okay?

Trey; why do you want to know what I like? Are you going to do something to me?

Nadia: No, but I can pass the info to some of my single girl friends

Trey:You don't give up,do you? I told you that i'm not interested in your friends

He said with a smile

Nadia: well...

Trey: well what?

Nadia; tell me big head!

Trey looked at me for a moment and then he went on to describe in graphic detail how he liked oral sex and what he would do to his lover and what he liked for his partner to do to him.

By the time he was finished, I was extremely embarrassed, and I blushed like a virgin. I tried to change the subject before he made me tell mine.

Trey: nope don't you try and change the subject now, its your turn!

He said laughing.

Nadia:What do you mean?

I asked acting like I didn't know what he was talking about.

Trey: aww dont act dumb now Nadia its my turn to ask the questions. lets see...

He said rubbing his hands together and laughing.

Trey: what is your sexul fanatsy? give me all the juicy details

I sat there are seriously thought for a minute.

Nadia: okay. I got it. My sexaul fantasy is to do it with two gorgeous,sexy man at the same time. I want to lay there and let them do whatever they want with me while my ankles and wrist are handcuffed to the bed.

Trey looked at me curiously for a moment with this lust-filled expression and, surprisingly,no comment. Then I busted out laughing.

Nadia: GOTCHA!!!

Trey: Nadia,you better stop this little game before I have to jump your bones in here!

He said as he got up and went to the bathroom. There was so much sexual tension going on that I let that alone for the remainder of the night, and Trey went upstairs with a noticeable hard-on brick boy.