Enchanted •Kim Taehyung•

Fifteen

Lisa's pov

"Look, Lisa. There's something I need to tell you. I swear I've restrained myself but I just- I can't keep it any longer."

My heart pounded faster I could hear it in my ears. I swear my ribcage would break from this torture. Oh my god, you're not going to confess, right?

"I love you, Lisa."

No, Taehyung. Don't.

"I'm in love with you, since the day I first laid my eyes on you. I couldn't stop thinking about you and I'm such a total maniac. Sometimes I want to tell you that I'm honestly falling in love with you but my conscious prevent me from doing so. But this time, my heart win. I'm genuinely, honestly invested in what we have going on."

I stood up, pacing back and forth like a psycopath. I was holding my tears back as damn.

"I have hopes that we can make it to the 'end goal'. I just need your reassurance that you feel any of this the way I do,"

I stare at him in repudiation.

"You're kidding, right Tae? You can't be serious. You didn't love me Tae, you just confused." I tried to clarify him the situation.

"Lisa, I'm damn serious. I love you. And I know you love me too," i wanted him to stop now.

"No, that's not true. You can't love me, Taehyung. I don't love you," I could heard my voice cracked denying the truth.

"You're lying,"

"I'm not, Kim Taehyung." I tried to manage my voice as stable as I can.

I need to get out of here before he noticed it.

I tried to walk away from him, but he quickly hugged me from the back, halting my movement.

"Lisa, please. Don't do this to me. I know you're lying. You love me, I can see it through the sparkle in your eyes when you look at me. Why are you doing this? Why are you lying to me?" He was streaming with tears now and his voice was breaking.

My heart broke to thousands pieces seeing him like this let alone cause it. I coudn't stand it. I felt like someone stabbing me in the heart and slowly moving the knife deeper.

Finally, tears falling from my eyes. I turned around to face him, wiping away his tears. He stared at me in the eyes with his already red eyes.

"Yes Tae, I do love you. But I'm not ready to involve in relationship and sort of shit again. I'm scared of being hurt, broken. I had enough of all this. I just.."

In a heartbeat, his lips was on mine. My eyes widened seeing what he was doing. His eyes were closed as he kissed me passionately. I stayed still like a stone for a while, still trying to digest what had happened. Slowly, I kissed him back.

He wrapped his arms around me, bringing me closer to him. Feeling the need of each other, our kiss became hard. We let go nonchalantly as we out of breathe, eyes kept staring at each other.

"I love you, Lisa. I promise I won't hurt you let alone leave you. The thought of not having you with me is scary."

I knew he was sincere about this. His eyes potrayed everything.

"I love you too, Taehyung." I replied and hugged him. I was aware that through the deepest part in my heart, I also need him.

That night, I told him about Luke and after that we cuddled silently in his room for several minutes. Hours maybe? It was so comforting yet calming. I was intoxicated in his warmth and scent.

Slowly, my eyes became heavy and I fall asleep unconsciously. That night, I drifted off in the peaceful state like I never been before.

a/n: Yasss finally. Did u guys like it?