Enchanted •Kim Taehyung•

Twenty-two

Taehyung's pov

It's been three month since dad passed away. Gradually, I started to  accept the fact that he was gone  though I still couldn't forgive myself  for being a dumbass son to him.

My thought was mainly about him. Reminiscing the past, I vividly remember the time when our family were still perfect. Mom and dad showered me and unnie with love and affection. But that was before. Before mom left us.

If I was given a chance, I want to stay in that moment forever. I want to cherish every second of my moment with them.

And I've been gone for three months.  Away from Seoul and my members.  Away from Lisa. I've been pushing everyone away. I peculiarly need some space and time to myself.

Nevertheless, I discerned of something.

I missed Lisa.

I missed her way too much. I've been in torturous pain for the past three months. In dilemma. I'm aware that  through my deepest heart, I still love  her.

And it will never alter.

But the hatred in me is irrefutable. It was consuming every bit of me. Obviously it was figuratively her fault. Nonetheless, I couldn't help but to despise her.

I came back to Seoul today. Despite  the still-bleeding wound, I knew that  life must go on. And I'm sure dad and grandma didn't want to see me wasted.

As soon as I arrived at Seoul, I went  to the studio straightforwardly. I hope Lisa is not there. I thought out loud. I'm not ready to see her. Physically and mentally.

I went inside, just to found out my members were eating

"Annyeonghaseyo," I greeted them.

God, I missed them. They seemed to be in awe for a moment.

"Taehyung ahhhhh," they dashed and hugged me.

"Where have you been, dumbass?"

"Why you didn't tell us anything?"

"You have no idea how shocked we were when bang PD told us you'll be on a hiatus,"

"You jerk! Not even a message let alone call,"

They were firing me with questions but all I could do was to give them a goofy smile.

We caught up many things and kept on saying how much we missed each other.

"What are you doing here, huh. I thought you forgot the way back to here,” Nami echoed sarcasticly.

Out of nowhere Nami came and gripped my coat into her fists. The others were shocked and stunted. I stared at her in bewilderment.

"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN, YOU BASTARD? HOW DARE YOU SHOW YOUR FACE HERE AFTER HURTING LISA?"

She wanted to slap me but luckily Namjoon hyung managed to stop her.

"Oppa, let me go," She struggled from  his lock.

"YOU BLAMED HER, YOU INSULTED  HER. YOU ASSHOLE DON'T HAVE  ANY IDEA HOW DEADASS SUFFERED SHE IS."

I could see his face becoming red from holding back her furiousnes.

"What the hell are you talking about? Me? Hurt her? It was her who hurt  me," I scoffed.

"YOU IDIOT, I.."

"Nami. Nami listen. Calm down." Namjoon hyung brought Nami away from us.

After they gone, we sat back. Silence was filling the air in uncomfortable way.

"Taehyung, there's something you  need to know."  Yoongi hyung suddenly broke the silence and tense filled up the air abruptly. All eyes were on me.

"It's about Lisa."

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