guess I rather hurt than feel nothing at all..
==harry's flash back==
'' Emily please open the door! '' I begged hopping that she could hear through the heavy rain . I pound the door with all my force, my fist already hurting but it didnt stop me.I looked through the window but I dont see any lights on. no. I know shes still here , she wont leave me .
'' Emily please, talk to me! '' I shouted , standing there hopeless as the rain falls down on my face, a subtitute for tears. my head hurts a little bit but I knock again , knowing that no one is going to opened. I would never get tired, asking forgiveness for a hundredth time outside of her house. . I have so many words to say, so many words to throw at her in hope that she will listen to me. my pathetic sobs that leave my mouth are lost in the sound of the rain.
my brething is heavy and I can feel my blood starting to boil. without thinking , i pushed my shoulder with all my force into the door to open, not giving a piece of shit if anyone can see me. I rushed to her empty room , seeing nothing but only her bed.
shes gone.
my eyes move to the familliar things that was scattered all around the floor. our pictures, mr darcy , books and other stuff that I'd to gave her but the most thing that hurts me was the letter that was now a piece of crumpled paper that id sent to her last night. I knelt down and picked each pieces of paper on the floor. warm tears run down to my cheek as I remembered how I wrote the letter for her ,each words I formed to say how much I love her, how much I was sorry . I thought we can work this out and start all over again but she's gone. she left me without saying goodbye
Emilys' pov
I try to shake the nervous jitters inside of me as I made my way in his office.he was there pacing on the large window. when I shut the door behind me , he slowly turned around.
''why are you always far from me , Im not going to eat you dont worry '' he said chuckling a bit and he walk to his desk, getting something on the drawer. forcefully, I walked closer to his desk and sat in one of the black leather chairs, crossing my legs because of my skirt . my eyes travelled down on his dark tattoos on his hand ,wondering what he's been doing since we've been apart. he put something on his table and he bring back his gaze on me with a smirk on his face .
I averted my eyes off him while his gaze was completely on me. I shifted uncomfortably from my seat as he walk closer to me. his dark green eyes , travelling down on my petite body and his luscious lips which form into smirked. if looks could kill I would be dead by now. before he could do anything, I stood abruptly and take a step on the side. geez this is so awkward.
'' what do you need ... Mr Styles?'' I asked nervously, trying to lighten up the air .he bit his bottom lip and move his eyes on his desk.
'' I want you to sort all those files in alphabetic order '' he said , pointing his finger on the folders on his table. I instantly walk forward towards his desk and grab each folder .
I was instantly stopped in my place when I heard his footsteps from behind .
a low gasp escaped from my mouth when I felt his hard chest pressed on my back and his hand placed beside me, cornering me like a prey and he was the predator. My hands were trembling as I tried my best to compose myself .I stood there frozen, unable to move , I dont know what to do, if I turned around theres a possibility that something might happened oh shit.
'' turn around'' he said lowly against my ear . his hot breath, makes my heart beat faster and Im really starting to get scared .....
I closed my eyes and turned around very slow. my eyes immediately lock on him and I know my face was burning up.
