" pride " one word but can destroy relationship.
" Oh really? A low life like you can pay a clothes that cost fortune? "
Low life
Low life
Low... life
Little, that's what I thought to myself after hearing those words... those were stuck in my mind and I know it will take to long time for me to forget it.
My dress was completely soaked and my hair was sticking to my face because of the rain. I felt like trash, I agree that I'm not rich but I know I don't deserve to be treated that way. I would rather to be like what I am right now than to be like them who didn't know what moral is.
maybe, Tonight would be better if I'm with my friends. I'm going to have fun with zayn,Watch gigi dancing hilariously and learn different types of alcohol..
Business meeting. Tssk.I'm really such a fool, gullible and stupid to think that this was a business meeting. I can't believe I wasted my time practicing some Italian and French word. Geez I never expected it will turn into this.
Harry?... I know he planned this . he invited his girlfriend to make fun of me and humiliate me. Maybe he was celebrating right now because of what happened, God what am I expecting to him? He would stop his girlfriend?.. he just watched and tbh I know he enjoyed it.....
Oh boy, I forgot I'm just his secretary....
I laugh but ended up crying...
Is this my fault?
"Yeah of course it is you idiot"I muttered to myself. None of this would ever happened if I'm not here. None of this would happened if I stayed in new York.
The rain started to become heavy and I walk faster, not knowing where my feet carrying me. I tried to look for a shed but there was nothing. I walk faster and I felt my bare feet tingling but I still go on...
a few car past through me, showering me with a cold water.
Can be this night go any worse?!
Just as I was about to cross the street, a black car stop right in front of me, I take a step back and watched the door as it open. The moment it opened, I immediately walk like I didn't see anything. I dont know why I'm running away but one thing I'm sure, I don't want to see his face right now.
Thunder echoes the street and I began to panick, my eyes can't see the way clearly because of the heavy drops of rain and I'm not sure if I'm Turning the right way to my apartment. I don't know where I'm afraid, the storm or Harry?
"Emily, em.. please " he shout from behind but I ignore him and continue to walk hurriedly,
wasn't that enough for him?... I felt my knees curled involuntarily making my feet slow down from walking.. I silently cursed myself for leaving my hills there...
I was about to cross when I felt a hand grip my arm tightly.
"Stop" he said breathlessly, I turn around slowly and face him.. his hair was sticking in every parts of his face, his red lips was light pink and bloody hell, he's just wearing a white shirt now, showing some tattoos underneath his clothes... and his face. --Enough that thought, not a good timing to think such things like this.
"What do you want?!" I snap and I can feel my tears starting to form again, blurring my vision. The humiliation starting to come back in my mind and I can feel my throat tightened. He look at me with guilt in his eyes, he bit his lower lip and run his hand through his hair....