Don't love me because I love you, love me because that's what I deserve...
Emily's pov.
Deep, hot slow breath fanned across my neck as he slept beside me, my legs were tangled with his while his arm was wrapped around my waist securely . I tried to remove myself under his touch but everytime I move away, the more he pull me closer to him. I manage to shift and face him just to see how innocent and peaceful he was with his lips slightly parted, snoring like a child. His face expression was soft and relax unlike the arrogant and cocky attitude side of Harry, that I faces everyday.
Slowly, I place my hand on his jaw line then my fingers trailed over his lips, again, the old memories from yesterday wave on my mind. Our first kiss, the day when we exchange our promises.
I feel goose bumps build on my skin again. Being alone and single for 3 years is something I got used to, but this kind of feeling he's giving me, bit by bit changes me... almost.
" why are you doing this to me ?... " I whisper.....
I close my eyes instantly trying to composed myself. I know this is so unfair and I know this is wrong, God this thing is like a cliche story !
He's not my boyfriend .no. not anymore .
I have no idea if he has a girlfriend now officially. My only job is to pay him in return for saving my life and then that's it. I should never feel this thing anymore. Its very wrong.
My mind was telling me to get out on his place before he wake up but somewhere in my heart saying that I should stay...
still I know that I should do what's best and right for us. I'm so confused.... one thing I knew was that if I made one more mistake, I'll hurt myself again.
Harry's pov
She left me....
Again....
Now here I am lying like a couch in the potato, dreaming that she's still here besides me. Last night is just something I couldn't forget, the night I finally held her like she's mine and were one, the night I finally had a chance to pulled her closer to my chest and felt her skin against mine.
I look like stupid right now, smiling, giggling like a teenage boy who got a smile from his crush. Sleeping with her is more than I've ever dreamed for the past years.I felt like destiny is on my side, and I have a feeling that this is just a stepping stone for the both of us.
While heading back to my company, I couldnt control the excitement I'm feeling inside.
" looks like you had great time last night, sir? " my driver said through the mirror.
" yeah, best night " I simply replied. He shook his head, laughing . Probably thinking I got laid last night.
As I walk through the elevator, sweat begins to form on my forehead and my heart beat fast which is something foreign for me.
I turn around and look myself in the mirror, I search for any dirt that can ruin my face and arrange my tie. When the elevator opened , I immediately step out and walk the way to my office. I shut the door and sat on my leather chair, there were so many papers on my table that I have to review and approve. Forcefully, I get each one of it and read. I was about to stand up when I heard the telephone rang on my desk.
" styles " I said flatly.
" good morning sir, Mr Rogers is on the line, he wants to talk to you. He said it's urgent. ". fuck I muttered.
