people who are meant to be in your life will reunite no matter how far they may wander.
( I just need to inform you again guys that English is not my first language . if you see some wrong grammar here please tell me so that I can fix it . so before we start I just wanted to dedicate my story to meganlparker because shes so nice and her book ''Right as rain'' it was so awesome just like her...)
Harrys' pov
The pain and hurt in her eyes was very obvious but she cleared it off quickly . She look at me and studied with an unreadable expression on her face . she opened her mouth but she shut it quickly , letting out a heavy breath and left my office . I run my hands through my hair, fighting the urge to follow her. Its been 11 days since she started to be my secretary and all I did was to be mean and rude at her . I dont know what to do or what to feel for her. I was torn between hurt and love. everytime she walks into my ofice, a part of me wants to hold her and never loose her again but seconds later another part hits me and tell that I cant and I shouldnt .It hurts like hell seeing the girl I love a few feet away from me everyday and I dont have anything to do but to steady and keep my distance because of the guilt I felt inside . I know I deserve all of this and I know she extremely hates me now more than before ,for threatening her , blocking all the job opportunites that she deserve, for using her debt and force her to be my secretary, for kissing her and pretend that i dont give a damn 'bout it which is a complete torture for me . but I dont have a choice , i need to use my power so that she wont leave me . I know its not right , but would you blame a man like me if all I wanted was to see her beautiful smile , which I havent seen for a very long time?She can call me anything she wants , selfish monster or worse but it didnt still change the fact that i want her .
I suffered from the pain also , I was extremely hurt when she gave up on me easily and left me without giving a chance to hear my explanation .whats more painful than being abandoned is knowing you arent worth of time. despite all the hurt I felt, I couldnt erase the fact that I still love her . Its been 3 years yet still I cant get over about it and its obvious that she still isnt.I wasted her trust, her everlasting love. I wasted everything . If only I listened to her maybe all of it wouldnt happened and none of this wouldnt happened. maybe we're still together and I didnt need to force her to be with me because she wanted to stay heartedly .
god I made a terrible mistake that time . I always wish to see her again and now that my wish was granted , I'll try my best to fix everything ,though I know its too late and she doesnt feel the same way the way I feel for her. but I will never give up , she might think a lot of things, possessive , obsession I don't really care. I'll do anything for her to stay.
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'' styles , son . Im sorry I wont be able to go to our meeting tonight, theres something that I need to manage Imediately '' Mr Rogers , one of the most richest person here in london. He own two 5 star hotel here and a package delivery company headquartered in Sandy spring, Georgia .He's also one of the largest investors in my company. he wants to disscussed something very important tonight but unfortunately he wont be able to come. how lucky . I already had a reservation for three and it looks like me and emily only tonight . I mentally jump in happiness at the thought because finally I can have emily tonight. maybe I can tell that its a date.
I was still enjoying the feeling and the excitement inside when he spoke again.
'' dont worry ,my daughter Haegan will be there for you , '' my smile started to change into a frown. I slowly rub my forehead and sat on my bed .
What the fuck?
"Please Styles, my daughter really likes you and this is the time that you and her start to...." blah blah blah.
