I recently found my loves journal, and I have been reading it. I do feel bad, its his secrets, personal writing, but I have surprised him with some off the things I read, for example, he wrote " I wished that tec would kiss me more often, or even just a cuddle on the couch once in awhile." And I did just that. I picked him up and lay him down on my chest, and we cuddled on the couch for the rest of the day. But today I read something interesting today:
May 12, ????
Dear journal,
Tec has been real suspicious lately, like he knows what I'm thinking! With the kisses, and the cuddles, and even yesterday he even knew I wanted a cake. But not just any cake, chocolate cake with cream cheese icing, with four strawberries. Four. Just like I wrote in ....my..... He's been reading my journal! He is reading my journal entries! I'm gonna hide this so he won't be able to find it. Ha! Jokes on him now! But I would love a puppy.
After reading this I took a red pen and wrote "no puppies my love" and drew a smiley face.
Later that day I was laying on the couch and looking out the window at a small bird being pushed away by a larger bird. My view is blocked by a small torso standing in front of me. He speaks, " you go threw my journal don't you." He smiles. "And you won't let me get a puppy!" I sigh and pat my lap, he crawls on top of me and sits. "Why can't I get a puppy? They are so cute and fluffy and... And..." I wrap my arms around his waist and pull him down to lay on me, "because I don't like it when fur gets everywhere, and ...." I pause and kiss the boys hand and lay it back on my shoulder, "I can get you one of those big lizard things, the a... Bearded dragon things, just nothing with fur," I stroke his hair and wait for a response. "... Can I get a snake? But I would like a dragon thing." I chuckle and pull the blanket over us that was laying over the back of the couch. "Ok tomorrow I will go and get you a dragon for you love." I wrap my arms around this waist under the blanket and pull him close. I lay my head on his and start to dose, but I hear him whisper something under his breath. I move my right and from his back to the back of his head. ".... Do you have to walk dragons? Do I need to get a leash?" I asks confused. But to my luck he's already asleep.
