It's been a while since my love has written in his journal. Nor have I done much of anything of late. It's been quiet lately but not silent. Nor peaceful, it's dreadful. And my meat, my meat has been disappearing of late. Not much, but a little more each day. Not much at all, not quite a forearm in the past week, but it's strange. And my little one has been acting different than what I'm used to. More quiet, eyes are dull, dead like. But he did have a journal entry I will read it:
" darkness comes in the night but it hides in the day, the sun chases the shadows away for the day but at night light is diminished, forced out of existence until the next day as the cycle begins again. Using fear to make someone do your biding, but once the tables turn, you run for shelter. But who will save you then? If you showed kindness you would get it in return? No. The world is cruel, eat or be eaten, fight or flight. And your running away now. Running for the shadows for comfort? For safety? Light will leave one day, or it may stay. Our world could just crash into the one thing keeping us alive, and you are worried about your survival? For your well nature? And the ones who give unconditional love to everyone and everything they meet? They are crushed. Not by the light nor the darkness, but by themselves. Those are people you meet that suffered the most. The quote "kill them with kindness" those people are just killing themselves. They devote their lives to everything else, that when they can't help they literally become nothing, they are nothing. They stay to comfort the fallen, like an angel? No. As human. As a living soul. They make it seem that even though your down you are still in the fight, they mend your wounds and your back in the fight. Fight of life. But you never remember them do you? No. Just a faded memory. Nothing but a memory. And so the darkness retreats into the world as the light hides. Then the darkness gets injured, so the light files in again. The circle goes around and around but as this happens the light is fading, dying, and no one helps them. The light is gone and only darkness remains. Broken and damaged. You will find light every so often but you will find it dull and damaged. Try and mend them, if you manage to do so, they can be the key to win the battle. For the only thing that can beat the darkness is the light, but they are too scared to try."
I'm convinced that we have a problem. Not just a small one. And I found out where my meat has gone, I lost my light.
