*April's P.O.V*
Wednesday already and im finally going to those dumb auditions for the marching band. Who do I lie to? I just desperately need to change of ambient, thing in wich of course Devil Liam did not agree to. But oh well... I did not really care; Fuck Him.
Already 2:30 p.m , time flied as fuck today. No idea why because I am frantically despesperate and anxious to meet this new high school. Literaly its a place that even thought its on my city I dont even know where it is, or how does it look! And I dont even know why am I so excited about, its just a building that has classrooms to teach a whole bunch of teenagers things they will probably never remember in life.
But hey my friend its gonna be waiting for me, you know, just to show me around, nothing awkward. Its not that im in to him, I mean I dont even like him, he's utterly annoying. I even have a boyfriend, and why the fuck am I giving explinations to myself! Anyways my friend; hes helping me so...
I sit on the school bus waiting for Caroline my best friend to join me. The truth is im scared of going alone and I convinced her that it was a good idea for her to audition to. And here she comes walking like the gorgeous women that she is. Long curly brown hair, skinny, by all means, she is a pretty fucking hot bitch. Sits by my side smelling literally like lavender and sea breeze and kisses me on my cheek with all her pink painted lips.
"hey bitch "
"hey! " I said copying all her gestures
"so isnt it going to be fun!? Go meet new friends, and doing new things, and hey; your litttle friend is waiting for you..."
Yes, she had to say it, her little adventure voice and the fact that she knew that my friend said he liked me or so. But by all facts I did not believe him, I mean who could be attracted to me in a way? He was a great liar, or not...
"hes not my LITTLE friend you stupid, hes just a friend and thats it, hes not even hot I mean, just forget it, hes helping and thats all. Get over it Car and leave me alone!"
"fine, fine,fine. "
She said rolling her eyes.
I ignored her and started to look out the window. Just watching the other teens walk out of school, being picked up by their parents; happy talking to each other. Walking happily with their love parters, holding hands, or so. Or just placing a feet in front of another in a slow pace with headphones on their ears. They all looked in peace. And fuck I wish those thing happened to me. I wish I could slow my pace, have mom and dad pick me up at school, wearing headphones, listening to music, walk with my boyfriend without him being all stupid, being in peace. But hell, I always want things I cant have. I always ask for love and happiness and understanding and, and I know that since that day I cant have any of those. Yeah that day...
