Dance

Chapter 12

April

I don't know how on the Earth did we fight. It was unreal. Alec acted so immature. I was taken aback by his action.

I laied in my bad left with no explanation. Why did he come to save me? I couldd give my purse and leave. It seams so strange, but I felt pain when he came. And hugged me. I just can'take his presence anymore. It's all my grandpa's fault. He shouldn't have ceared things to me.

My phone rang.

I made no introduction.

"Hope, I know that we are sopuse to meet up at the mall, but please come over now, like right now, please, please". Hearing my voice, she said the exact words that I wanted to hear,

"Ok, I'll come in ten".

When Hope appeared behind the door of my room with a bag full of clothes and other things on her shoulder, I started telling her everything from yesterday about me... liking... well, you know.

I told her everything about the dinner, except the part of Spencer liking her, I'll leave that for later; my subway thinking and realization caused by my grandfather, meating with Pierce Brosnan, the way Alec acctes yesterday, the fight and the other fight.

Hope's mouth were dropping from time to time, hming and awing and her head nodded slyghtly on some parts.

As soon as I finished, tears started rowling down my cheecks.

"And I hate myself because it hurts being around him. It's stupid". Hope started playing with my hair.

"It's not stupid. Not everyone can understand that", she said softly.

"But I liked him just for a short day", I trield off, my voice shaking.

"You're wrong. You just realized it yesterday. Only God knows for how long have you been liking him and I can only guess it wad since the first of September". No. Just no.

But than, maybe?

Tears were still streaming down my face.

"You don't know what it feels like", a deep sigh escapted from my chest. The darkness of my room was suddenly likeable to me.

"I feel the same way for more than three years. The only difference is I like a compleate idiot". Three. Years. That's a long time. I turned the subject towards her.

"Did you speak to Spence", I asked. She shoke her head no. The only answer Hope deserves to say would sound like: Yes, and then he kissed me under the rainbow and we sat in a carriage pulled by pegasus unicorns. She deserves to be happy.

I decided not to tell her about Spencer liking her. But I'll make sure that he'll be lead in the right direction.

"Things are so messed up", I whispered. Hope smiled with a corner of her lips.

"Thet reminded me of one of Emma Watson's lines from 'The Perks of Being a Wallflower': Why do I and everyone I love pick people who treat us like we're nothing. Really, why?" I didn't replay on that one. The truth is, she was right. Although Alec doesn't treat me like I'm nothing, but he certanly doesn't treat me the way I'd like to in my sickest dream. Sigh. I offerd another question instead of answering Hope.

"Why are all of them so damn stupid?"

"Well, not all of them", she said, her eyes reaching the size of an apple. She hended me her cell.

On the screan, there was a simple message that was saying a billion of unspoken words from Andrew.

Help! What would be the best way to ask Ket out?

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So, yeah, hum, what do you think?

First, I have to tell you that I wrote this chapter, and then 80% of it deleted itself. Then I tipped it again. On my cell. Again. Basically I freaked out. I wanted to scream, but it was late at night so I gave up from that idea :)

Second, I want to dedicate this chapter to my sis Jelena Pesic but dedication option doesn't wanna work. So, Jelena, just to let you know :D

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