I didn't open my eyes I just kept on feigning sleep.
He can't love me!!
Not only did he break my heart, which he never apologized for, but I am going to die soon.
I mean everyone dies, no one should be afraid of it.
I might even die in a car crash, you never know.
I heard the door open then close.
I opened my eyes and looked around the room.
He wasn't here.
Where did he go??
I started panicking.
Wait, why am I panicking?
I am suppose to HATE him..
Right?
God, I feel so confused!!!
How can I still be angry at him, it was three years ago and he was drunk.
I don't even know why he even got drunk.
My mind tells me to be sensible.
He's cheated on you once, probably going to do it again..
Oh what do you know??
I know everything.
Really?
Yeah, really.
Then what is my favorite color?
Pink.
WROOONNGGG! Its periwinkle.
Whatever.
Wow.. I was just talking to myself again..
I need therapy..
Just then I heard the door open.
I quickly laid back down pretending to sleep.
I heard a soft chuckle "I know your awake Mel." Aaron said.
I slightly opened my eyes, smirking a little bit.
"Why did you leave?" I asked quietly.
"I had to call my mom, she was getting pretty freaked that I didnt call her in over an hour." He said rolling his eyes laughing.
"No, I mean why did you Leave? Two years- I mean now three years ago?" I said dead serious.
He immediately stopped laughing.
"I have never told anybody why." He said.
"But I will tell you, my parents thought I needed 'help' so they sent me to a boarding school that had the proper help."
"Why did you need help?" I asked
He had a pained look in his eyes.
"Or why did you get drunk??"
I turned away for a second, then he looked at me again staring into my eyes.
"I had to leave because when I was 6 I was molested by a 40 year old man. I had a lot of anger I had to sort out. So when I was 14 my parents sent me to where people could help me. They did help me, a lot. As to why I got drunk.. Well, I didn't want to go because I didn't want to leave you and I was denying that I needed help. So my friend offered me a drink and I took it. Then you walked into me sucking faces with some girl I don't even remember. That's my story." A single tear rolled down his face.
My mouth was wide open.
I felt the tears stinging my eyes.
One by one they started silently rolled down my cheek.
I reached my hand out, the one without the IV cables, and wiped away his tear.
I left my hand on the side of his face and he closed his eyes.
I lifted my head and kissed his cheek.
I laid my head back onto my pillow.
He grabbed my hand that was on his other cheek and just held it tightly.
I don't know how long we stayed like that, just looking into each other's eyes, feeling each other's pain.
I didn't want this moment to end.
But I was starting to fall asleep.
"I love you Aaron" I said without even thinking about what I said.
And fell asleep.
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This chapter made me depressed.. I feel like I want to cry...
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