when i was with you ( watty awards!!)

chapter 10

Hi again

Savvnah’s prove

 I am now one month pregnant and I look 4 months pregnant. My emotions are out of control. I keep yelling at rose but she puts up with it and helps me out. I am still going to school and everyone wispers about me. My parents are excited that they get a grandbaby. I didn’t tell them who the fater is though and they don’t mind.

             Today rose and I are going to get a ultra sound and then go home and start setting up the baby’s room. We are on our way to the doctors and I’m nervous. We are learning the baby’s gender too. I will keep a scrapbook of my baby all their life. Staring today with the ultra sound ending with their 18th year graduation. My mom did keep a scrapbook of my whole life and now I have it. I also want to make a scrapbook for ryan and I, even if it was only for a week. I still have pictures I can put in it.

            I’m excited to see if my baby is a girl or not. I hope it’s a girl so I can spoil her. It would be hard to do with a boy because I don’t know much about them.ihave also been reading parenting books. I have got a bag ready to go to the hospital. When I’m there I want something to do so I have my baby’s scrap book. I’m having rose take some pictures of us. I know she took pictures of me and ryan so that will hep in our scrap book.

            I loved the picture when we were dancing at the dance barn. I really miss him and I want him back for the baby’s birth. I don’t think he will be back though. I will make sure rose gets some pictures though. She is agoing to be at the birth. I read online that werewolves feel their mates pain. I hope that gives him a sign to come back for the birth. The baby should come out fast and I hope this goes quick. While I was thinking,we had arrived to the doctor’s.

            I started filling out the information form and waited for the doctor to call me into the room. I was finally called in after 30 minutes. The doctor introduced himself and says he will be at the birth.

Doctor smith “ how far are you along?”

“ 4 months.”

Doctor smith “ good then you are how you are supposed to be and how old are you?”

“ 18 I’ll be nineteen next year.”

Doctor smith “ ok, itsn’t that young?”

“ yes so?”

doctor smith “ nothing ok lets get you ultra sound.”

“ Ok”

he put this cold gel on my stomach and told me to look at the screen. When I looked I saw my baby and doctor smith ask me if I want to know the sex of the baby. Ireally wanted to and he told me after a bunch of suspense, he told me it was a girl. I was extaticted  because a girl would make my life easier, not that I didn’t want a boy. I will love her and she will be spoiled by me and her father. I have to get some last minute stuff for her than. I said good by to the doctor but not before I asked for the ultra sound picture. I’ll see him next week and my baby.

             Rose and I  went to the store to get the last things  for my baby girl. I hhave to make sure I always have the bag I’m taking to the hospital in the car at all times. I should make sure I get a phone. Yeah I don’t have a phone because I broke my last one on the wall while I was crying and mad. I’m all better now and in a very good mood. My daughter’s name is random britt tucker.

             On the way home I heard that song that ryan sang to me. I started to cry and rose turned it off, I shook my head to tell her to turn it back on. The song is they don’t know about us by one direction. It describes our whole story for me. I wish he would come back and be here with me.  Maybe he left because he doesn’t like me anymore.  I shouldn’t be thinking like this, I should be thinking of our daughter.  After I  got done crying we puled up to the house.

            I walked into the house and made my way to the kitchen to make some food. Rose watched me carefully so I wouldn’t fall or anything. By then it was only 3 o’ clock by the time I was finished making the food and eating. I went and took a nap, thinking of ryan while I slept. i woke up with a tear – stained face again. I always cry in my  sleep because I miss him. I only woke up for dinner and went right back to bed.

I won my volleyball game, I’m so happy!!!!!!!!!