Dear old friend

May 4th

Dear Old Friend, 

My sisters wedding is in a few days. I'm wishing you would be there. But you can't be. I want you to be there. But in your place, Norm will be there. Its hard living without you. I wish you didnt have to leave us so suddenly. I miss you. I'm sorry. I just want you to be alive once again so I could hear your voice, so we could play cards like the good old days or even have our long conversations about politics. Please. I'm sorry. Please forgive me.