Dear old friend

May 11

Dear Old Friend,

Wow, time has flown since your funeral. I still haven't gotten over you, and it just keeps getting harder and harder everyday. There's not a day I don't think about you. Everything at school keeps progressing, and so does everything at home. Everything's just getting worse. I miss you. I need you back cause it seems like you kept me sane. You used to be my escape from all of my problems at home and school. You helped me through it. I just need that escape again. I cant go into your house anymore due to some people living there. There goes my escape. Great. Now I only have Dason, who lives 45 minutes away, music, which I cant play to loud, and writing, where I write mainly about you, Dason and my home life. I feel like I need another one, but I don't know. I think everything wont stop going down hill. I'm sorry. Please forgive me.