Dear old friend

June 13th

Dear Old Friend,

Tonight, Dason finally talked to me after ignoring me for a week. We shared each others side of the story on what happened during my breakdown. I leave for camp tomorrow and its just great that he waited until the night before I leave to talk to me. But I feel so bad. I caused all of this. How could I be so stupid. I need your advice. I need you now more then ever. I keep faking that smile. I have everyone fooled with that smile. But its all fake. It hurts to fake everything. Everything from your passing hurts. Now Dason doesn't even know if we are going to last. He said we would discuss it all after camp. I'm sorry. Please forgive me...