Chapter 4

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Confusion. Pain. Nothing. They are all similar. Confusion causes pain. Nothing can cause pain. Everything can cause pain. From the moment your're born, til' the day you die, you will feel pain. But no one will ever feel pain as much as I did that day. Not if someone was being tortured from the inside-out. But there will be only one person who will feel pain more then I have. Him. For over seven years he treated me like I was the one and only person he would ever love. But he told me it was all a lie. For over seven years I was lied to. Confusion, pain, and nothing is how I felt four years ago. Up to this point that is all I felt. But he will get what he deserves soon enough. And I will be there when that happens. Watch out. I'm coming.

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"Ian wake up! Breakfast is ready!" Anthony called out to the still-asleep Ian. Ian slowly sat up and he rubbed his eyes. He yawned and got out of his bed. He walked out to the kitchen and saw Anthony preparing bacon and eggs. "Looks good." Ian complemented, in a sleepy voice. "Thanks babe!" Anthony says, I kissing Ian on the lips passionately. Ian kisses back, nipping softly at Anthony's lips. Anthony moans into the kiss, feeling his pants tighten. Ian notices this, earning a blush from Anthony. Ian unbuttons Anthony's pants. "I-Ian? What are you-" "Shh. Just trust me." Ian interrupts Anthony in a soft, sexual voice. "Do you trust me?" Ian asked. "Y-Yes." Anthony moans when Ian grabs Anthony's still growing cock. Ian looks up at Anthony. "Do you feel comfortable with this?" Ian asked, making sure Anthony was okay. "Fuck yes, Ian." Anthony mumbles back, gritting his teeth. This was the first blow job Anthony ever received so he didn't know what to expect. "Alright." Ian said, jerking Anthony off with slow motions. After a few minutes of doing it real slow, Ian starts jerking Anthony off harder. "Fuck, Ian!" Anthony yells. Ian licks Anthony's full erected penis from the balls to the tip very slowly, earning a very loud moan. Ian puts Anthony's cock in his mouth and starts bobbing his head up and down. Slowly at first and then very forcefully. After Ian sucks a few times he could feel Anthony is very close. "Oh, Ian." Anthony moans as he comes hard into Ian's mouth. "Ian, was that first time you've given a blow job?" Anthony asks, pulling his pants up. "Mhmm." Ian replies. "That was- that was amazing!" Anthony exclaims. "Thank you, Padilla." Ian says. "Oh shit, I forgot about the food!" Anthony says, running to the oven. "You're lucky the food didn't burn!" Anthony says, taking the bacon out of the oven. "It would've been worth it anyways." Ian says. "Oh shut up Ian." Anthony chuckles.

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After breakfast, Ian and Anthony decided to go to a movie. "I'm so excited for it!" Ian says when they pull up to the theater. "You are so childish Ian." Anthony laughs. "Why?" Ian asked. "You chose out of all the movies: Finding Dory." (I know that's not out yet but #sorrynotsorry) "Is that bad?" Ian asked, with a dramatic sad voice. "No, there's nothing bad about it. I just think it's adorable." Anthony chuckled. "Oh shut up." Ian laughs and blushes, opening the car door. Anthony followed. He took out his keys and locked the door, stuffing the keys back in his pocket. Anthony noticed Ian shivering alot. "Are you okay?" Anthony asked. "Y-Yeah. It's just cold." Ian replied. "Okay. Then we'd better get inside." Anthony said, bringing Ian close to his body. They walked that way til' they reached the building. "Ew! No one wants you here stupid gays!" A man yelled from the other side of the building. Anthony smirked at him and slammed his lips on Ian's.

The man groaned in disgust and went into one of the movies

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The man groaned in disgust and went into one of the movies. Ian laughed. "Nice, Anton!" Ian said, laughing more. "Okay, come on. I need to pay." Anthony said, kissing the top of Ian's head. Some people inside the theater giggled and some gave Ian and Anthony dirty looks. But neither of them cared. As long as they had each other, they could take any amount of homophobes in the world. "Two tickets to see 'Finding Dory'." Anthony said, kinda getting embarrassed, but as long as Ian is happy, he didn't care.

"Alright, you can grab popcorn and soda over there." The lady behind the counter pointed towards vending machines and a guy preparing popcorn. Anthony hands over money and the lady gives him the two tickets. "Hey wait. Aren't you Ian and Anthony from Smosh?" The woman asked, a small smile following. "Hell yeah we're them." Ian butted in, folding his arms proudly. The lady laughs. "Well its nice to meet you guys!" The lady beams. "Nice to meet you too." Anthony replies, shaking the woman's hand. "See you around." She says, grinning. "Yeah. See you." Ian says.

"Man, I'm still really excited for this movie!" Ian exclaims, causing Anthony to laugh. "I bet you are."

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Throughout the whole movie, Anthony couldn't pay attention. He was too busy looking at his Ian. Ian was really into the movie, Anthony could tell. He didn't even notice Anthony looking at him. God he is adorable, I'm so lucky... Before Anthony knew it, he saw the credits rolling down the screen. "Let's go home baby." Anrhony said, grabbing Ian's hand. "So did you enjoy the movie?" Anthony asked Ian when they were walling to their car. "It was a good movie. Not as good as the trailers made it look, but it was still good." Ian replied. "God, you are so childish and precious." Ian blushed at the compliment, but scowled at being called a child. "I'm not childish!" Ian muttered. "Oh yes you are, and you know it." Anthony told Ian. Ian laughed. "I'll prove I'm not as childish as you say I am." Ian said, in a sexy voice, walking in front of Anthony, leaning on the car door. "Oh yeah, and how's that?" Anthony asked, smirking in amusement. "You'll see." Ian said, touching Anthony's crotch gently and softly. "Not in public." Anthony said, looking around the parking lot. "Fine." Ian muttered, opening the car door. Anthony hops into the driver's seat. As soon as Ian is buckled, Anthony starts driving. Slowly at first but then he picks up speed. "Anthony slow down!" Ian complained, holding onto the door handle. "Nope. We're going home right now." Anthony said, picking up more speed. "Wha-What?" Ian asked, confused. Ian then realized what Anthony meant. "You dick!" Ian yelled, laughing. "Oh you're gonna get it.." Anthony replied, pulling up the driveway. Anthony grabbed Ian's arm and pulled him out of the car, making out with him until they reached the door. Anthony unlocks the door and pushes Ian to the bedroom. "What are we doing?" Ian asked kind of worried. "Don't worry. Trust me." Anthony replied unzipping his pants. "O-Okay." Ian said.

IT'S FRIDAY SO THERE'S A NEW UPDATE YAYYY!!!!!! Ok I think I might've gone a little mental, but by now you should be able to tell that I'm mental XDD so comment if you want more smutz. I suck at writing da smutz :( but comment if you still want da smutz. And I'll see yah Saturday! BAIIII!

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