Once we got to the apartment it was already midnight, which is 3am my time, plus we have Coachella tomorrow"Im going to bed" I state
That girl put me into a 'mood', I keep on forgetting that I'm hanging out with my crush! And I know he will never want me
"Are you okay?" Grayson asks while I'm brushing my teeth
"Fine" I flash a fake smile
He puts down his tooth brush and leaves the bathroom, I finish my night routine and go to say goodnight to Ethan
"Knock knock" I say while walking into Ethan's room
"I know something is wrong and your just not telling Grayson" he says
"Because it's stupid" I say
"Tell me" he says
"Well you know how my YouTube crush is Grayson, I've always had a stupid little crush on him but now that I actually am around him I feel like I like him for real" I say
"I figured, I see the way you look at him" he says
"It's that obvious?" I ask
"Yup, but he looks at you the same way" he smiles
"Thank you eth" I say while walking out
"Anytime" he smiles and I begin to walk back into Grayson's room
I walk in and Grayson is in his bed on his phone, I walk over to my bed and get in, I pull out my phone and see a snpachat from Graysondolan
I open it and it's a picture of him with double chins
I laugh so loud at the picture and he begins to laugh too
"Goodnight Grayson" I say
"Night Alexa" he says
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I wake up and look at my clock, 2pm, ugh why am I awake? I get up to go get a drink
I walk into the kitchen and Grayson is getting a drink too
"Hey" I say
"Hey, why you up?" he asks
"I just randomly woke up" I say
"Me too" he laughs
I pour myself a drink and finish it
As I'm walking back to the room Grayson stops me
"Why is this so awkward?" he asks
"What?" I say back
"It feels awkward and it wasn't before" he says
"It's not awkward" I lie
"Oh okay" he nods
"Night gray" I say and walk away
"Night babygirl" I hear him whisper while I'm all the way down the hall
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