just a fan ; grayson dolan

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Another 2 weeks later

I lay in my bed extremely tried from hanging out with my friends

I've been so busy with friends and YouTube that I've completely forgotten about Grayson. But he seems to have forgotten about me too

we are still dating but we haven't talked in two weeks since the New York show

I'll tweet him sometimes but that's just so that fans are updated

Come to think of it this relationship kind of feels like a job

I grab my phone and dial his number hoping he's awake

"Hello" he answers and I flinch at the sound of his voice, I haven't heard it in a month

"Hi I just wanted to call, we haven't talked in weeks" I say quietly

"Yeah tour takes up a lot of my time, how are you?" he asks

"Grayson, when two people are dating they should never have to ask how the other person is doing" I say

"Well how else are we supposed to catch up?" he asks with attitude

"That's the thing , we shouldn't have to catch up" I say back

"Well" he mumbles

"This relationship feels like a job, like I have to fit it into my schedule. I feel like I have to constantly text you like it something i have to do, not something I want to do" I say

"What does that mean" his voice slightly cracks

"Well we both seem to think its like a job maybe we should both quit" I say

"Alexa" I huffs

"If you love something you should let it go, and trust me Grayson I love you but this is a forced relationship at this point" I say

"Your right" He pauses

"I love you too alexa" he finishes

"The only time saying goodbye is painful is when you know you will never say hello again" I say

"Thanks for the memories and for the best few months of my life, it's painful but Goodbye Grayson" I say

"Goodbye Alexa" he says

and I hang up

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ITS NOT OVER !!!!!!

I REPEAT IT ISNT OVER