When a Playboy Fall Inlove

Chapter 39

Nakatitig lang ako sa kanila habang nasalikod ng poste.

Ang sakit naman jusko.

Aalis na sana ko kaso may bigla akong nasipang lata so i just made myself in trouble. Great.

"Fck!! Ohh! I-im so sorry to disturb you guys. Im gonna go." Sabi ko at tumingin dun sa nurse and kay Josh

"H-hala! Sorry po Ms. Rodrigez! H-hindi na po mauulit!" Sabi nung nurse and then she left. Natakot yata kala i susumbong ko. Tss

I looked at Josh while he's staring to the nurse running away.

And then, he looked at me. Cold. But i can see a smirk in his lips.

"Well thanks for disturbing me. Us i mean." Sabi nya with a sarcastic tone and then umalis na lang sya

"Josh!! W-wait!" Tawag ko at tumakbo ako papunta sa kanya

"Yea?" Sabi nya while looking at my eyes.

Cold.

"So uhm, is she like your girlfriend or something?" Sabi ko

Oh ghad ano ba tong sinasabi ko. Nakakahiya!

"Not really. I don't do girlfriends." Sabi nya and smiled at me. at tumalikod na sya sakin

"Why?" Nasabi ko bigla kaya humarap sya ulit sakin

"Anong why?" Sabi nya

"B-bakit ang b-bilis?" Sabi ko. Ewan ko ba kung bakit ko to sinasabi sakanya. Geez I'm so shameless.

"Anong ang bilis? What are you talking about?" Sabi nya.

"Bakit ang bilis mo mag bago?" Sabi ko and trying not to cry infront of him.

He just laughed

"Oh Bea. Don't ask me. ask yourself." Sabi nya at umalis na

Bakit nga ba?

Bakit ang bilis mag bago ni Josh?

Dahil sakin ba?

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Joshua's POV

After Bea asked me that question, I felt something. Sakit

Alam kong nasasaktan ko sya. Pero I guess i just have to go with the flow. Whatever happened to me. To us.

Hindi ko din alam kung anong isasagot ko sa kanya

"Bakit ang bilis mo mag bago?"

I think, I didn't really changed. Well sa kanya nag bago yung treatment ko. Why? I don't know

Umalis na ko sa harap nya pag kasabi ko ng tanungin nya sarili nya.

When i got in my car, I looked at her still standing at the exact same spot I left her.

"Bakit nga ba ang bilis ko mag bago?" Sabi ko sa sarili ko

"Maybe because I love you." Sabi ko and I started the car.

I just want to get out of here. I want to be with her. I want to hug her and tell her that im sorry for hurting you, kissing those random girls in front of you. I want to tell her that i fucked up really bad.

But at the same time, i dont.

I want to continue being a Fuckboy and I want to continue hurting her because I guess im so broken right now and i just want the person who did this to me, feel the same thing im feeling right now.