A Week In The Life Of A Druggie

day 6 (part 3) - mayhem

Jasmine's POV

I lay on the bed and Jason held my hand while the doctor put some cold ass jelly shit on my belly.

"Ooohh that's cold doctor!"

"Ha! yeah i forgot to warn you sorry just try and relax." She said laughing and rubbing the stuff in.

She looked at the screen it was black and white and I've seen this in the telly before but i was mega nervous.

"You okay princess?" Said Jason squeezing my hand. I smiled and nodded i think he knew i was lying but fuck it.

"Okay miss Blake look at the screen please and remain calm, a high blood pressure can affect the scan."

I looked at the screen squinting searching for something looking all squishy but there was nothing.
I stared at the doctor whilst she slowly moved this thing around on my belly.

"I'm sorry miss Blake and Mr Brown but there is no baby...." She said cutting the computer off and trying to look sympathetic.

"are you sure? You checked everywhere right?" Said Jase

"Yes im sorry ill give you guys some time to compose yourselves but ill have to ask you to leave soon because i have other patients...."

"Yeah we understand."

I looked at Jason and he looked a little down like i can't lie i was a kinda teeny weeny bit liking the idea of a little mini me or jase just growing inside me so it hurt when she couldn't find one  but at the same time, i was kinda relived i wouldn't have to go through the torture of telling my parents.

"jason are you okay?"

"Yeah do you want some water or anything just lemme take care of you."

"Awee thank you baby, i know we were kinda expecting a pregnancy but its better this way..." i said as he helped me if the bed so i could wipe off that jelly crap.

"Yeahh..... you're right."

I finished up and left with Jason so we could go back to mine. I really wanted him to like his present

The taxi journey was pretty silent so i guess he was more cut up about this than i was but everytime i tried to make sure he was ok he'd just brush it off.

"Hey mom hey dad!"

"Hey mrs Blake, hey mr Blake!"

"You want a drink?"

"Err yeah please what you got?"

"Juice, kool-aid, water, soda?"

"Soda."

I got us a drink and we went to my room. He was supa quiet but i was hoping his present would cheer him up.

"Okay close your eyes imma give you your present hopefully you can crack a smile!"

He sat on my bed,put his drink down and closed his eyes. Awee.

I decided to get him a duffel bag filled with boys shit. There were 3 pairs of jordans, some nike t-shirts, a bunch of nike tracksuit bottoms, cheetos, popcorn, fantas, oreos, vouchers, nike flip flops and some nike hoodies.
He better enjoy this shit cos it werent cheap.

"OPEN!"

He opened his face and his face dropped from excited to bored.

" A bag Jasemine?"

I rolled my eyes at his lack of appreciation

"Are you gonna open the bag or just stare at it?"