A Week In The Life Of A Druggie

day 6 (part 2) - bad luck

Miss Brown's

I felt like ive been in this waiting room forever! Im just desperate to see the therapist so i can get better straight away.

"Miss Brown?..... IS THERE A MISS BROWN HERE!" I was so deep in thought i couldn't even hear the doctor calling me.

"Err yea-yeah that's me!" I got up and followed her and she took my to the therapist.

"Morning miss Brown take a seat please and fill out this form please. My name is Collette Morrison and ill b be your therapist"

She was kinda Pretty she had long curly hair and a chocolate complexion, her eyes were hazel coloured aswell and her nails were long and painted matt plum.

The room itself was gorgeous, it was pretty big for an office,there was  grey coloured laminates and grey and white damask wallpaper. She definetly had good interior design skills.

"Err is everything OK Nicola?" I was too busy looking around her sophisticated office i forgot to fill out the form.

"Um im sorry ill do that now cam i gave some water please?" She smiled at me before entering some things in her computers and handing me some water from the fountain.

"Thanks here you go.." i handed her my form she asked me a few more questions before we actually got started with the therapym

"Ok Nicola i want you to understand that everything said in this room is confidential and nobody else will see it. You can take your time taking to me there's no rush ok?"

I felt a lot calmer now but my belly was not right and i really wanted to be sick.

"Yeah i understand."

"Ok so tell what's wrong,why are you here today?" She sat up straight closed any distractions and gave me her full attention.

"Well lately my mom died and the only way I've been able to block it out is to... to.... *i sighed looking at me fingers.* to take drugs."

She sat back in her chair typing in stuff on her computer i guess it was what i just told her.

"Ok Nicola and anything else?"

I couldn't believe i was about to do this, about to tell her everything I've been through,everthing I've done, and about Dimitri and jase and Jasmine. Fuck.

"Well get comfy cos this is a long story. My mom... passed away nearly six months ago now and ever since ive become a drug addict and an alcoholic, I've just split with my babydaddy cos i walked in on him doin my 'bestfriend' in our bed. So I'm still new to Minneapolis.... my son also err kinda just walked in on me well you know!..... with a stranger!"

"Its ok Nicola im not here to judge, now, with this stranger... did you.... use protection?"

I winced at the thought of being pregnant thought it would explain this sickness and headaches.

"Errrrmmm no?"

She looked at the form i handed her before typing some more.

"Well Nicola, from these symptoms and descriptions you've written you better take a test because we need to know exactly what we're dealing with."

I cant believe i didn't consider the possibilities of being pregnant! Me and Dimitri only you know once!!!

Collette flicked around in her draws and handed me a pregnancy test and mini pack of wipes. Why the fuck she got those in a draw just ready?

"Take these there a some toilets down the hall, take your time and no matter the result.. you'll get through this!"

"Thanks!" I got up slowly to avoid any dizziness and left.

Shit mane!  What am i gonna do if its positive? What am i gonna tell Jason! Ughhh how could i be so stupid.

I done a pee in the pregnancy test washed my hands and just waited on the results. Them just as i thought i couldn't get worse somebody walks in  on me they looked a lil familiar but i just sat on the counter and carried on staring at me stick. As she was walking i noticed she kept looking back at me. What bitch?

"NICOLA?!!!"

oh my god. Who the fuck is this girl lord don't lemme kill a bitch.